one more day ( Read more... )

...for letting me know where I stand.

I'm trying really hard to figure this all out and you're not making it easy. Then again I never expected you to, so I can't say it's surprising.

My life is amazing. I may have made some mistakes along the way, by right now, at this moment in time I am happy.

Maybe it's because I learned not to sweat the small stuff, or just be ok with where I am. Maybe it's mostly because I learned that no matter what I will always make it.

I can see when certain people don't deserve my time, forgiveness or kindness.

You're just as pathetic as you've always been.

I hate this.

Dear You,
I refuse to be one of many, or even one of two. I am worth so much more than that. I will not be made a fool of, not anymore. Not again. Not ever again. I will stop that from happening, even if it breaks my heart.

Sincerely,
Me.

I don't know why, but I am suddenly so lonely. Things have been happening recently that are leaving me unhappy and confused. I just want to see some familiar faces and feel like everything is going to be ok.

My Birthday is in 8 days and I am going to be 21 years old ( Read more... )

I said what I said because I wanted to make you happy. I wanted things not to be different.

I don't think I did a very good job at either.