what the fuck did i do wrong?
ive never felt so unwanted.
im still alive you know.
i agreed and held up my end of the deal
but u werent here to notice
but u dont care
i just became accustomed to loving the lies
im closer and closer
to getting fucked over
and its just so hard
cuz theres nothing i can do.
fuck this. im goin home.

white panels and flourescent lights ( Read more... )

this is a pointless post. i went home yesterday and washed, waxed, rolled my fenders and detailed the inside of my car. i needed the break. it took almost four hours.
( and of course, i took some pics )

everything keeps growing darker ( Read more... )

no matter what, ill always fall short.

unfortunately ( Read more... )

disappointment. another reason to get drunk. overreaction. drink more ( Read more... )

your wonderful. i wish i could shout it from a mountain top, but i dont have a mountain top, i have a news room and a camera.

im about to be really busy with projects again. but i think i might actually have a date. ive forgotten what a date is. this weather is awesome. after years of thorough research i have found the meainging of life. FUCK IT. im just gonna be myself. (that kinda reminded me of slc punk, haha.) well, back to homework.

is this really the end?
or only the beginning?
id do anything
for the revisions

no matter how hard i close my eyes
i can still see u.