judgement day
I've highlighted the untrue in this,
and will explain the bottom of why.
I've italicized the remarks ALVYC4Racing (my ex) is such an asshole.
Varian1: wait whats ur full name
ALVYC4Racing: jon alvarez
ALVYC4Racing: u know dat
ALVYC4Racing: wats wrong wit u
Varian1: Ha Ha Ha Ha this is johnny Garcia Bitch
ALVYC4Racing: wsup man
Varian1: I just met ure X
ALVYC4Racing: shes a bitch
ALVYC4Racing: get away trust me
Varian1: No shes not
ALVYC4Racing: she has ruined 5 guys lives
ALVYC4Racing: shes a slut
ALVYC4Racing: huge one
ALVYC4Racing: but it dis way
Varian1: why is that
ALVYC4Racing: my friends beted me 100 bucks dat i could fuck her
ALVYC4Racing: and i did
Varian1: And
ALVYC4Racing: i won
ALVYC4Racing: and they said wait hold off til prom and fuck her again, 100 bucks againon it
ALVYC4Racing: shes crazy, she said she loved me 2 days after we met
ALVYC4Racing: shes so fucked up in da head
ALVYC4Racing: she trys to control yur life
ALVYC4Racing: she takes full control of u
ALVYC4Racing: she messes around wit guys behind yur back
ALVYC4Racing: she feeds u all dis bs, sayin yur perfect
ALVYC4Racing: she has told me da same story, and i have all her ex's to back dat info up
ALVYC4Racing: i was warned
ALVYC4Racing: and i didnt belive it
ALVYC4Racing: but now i regreat ever meeting dat physco
ALVYC4Racing: i bet da next guy shes with, shes gonna use
ALVYC4Racing: sayin hes perfect
ALVYC4Racing: just like she did to me
ALVYC4Racing: shes so fuckin predictable its hurioulous
ALVYC4Racing: shes uses the were meant to be line, and <3's everything
Varian1: really thats 2 fuckin bad isnt it
ALVYC4Racing: haha, yea, i feel sad for the next sad sack of life shes with
ALVYC4Racing: cuz shes gonna drive him insanse
Varian1: why is that
ALVYC4Racing: cuz shes done it to everyone
ALVYC4Racing: if he has friends dat are girls
ALVYC4Racing: she tells dem to fuck off
Varian1: how many people
ALVYC4Racing: like she did to mine
Varian1: really
ALVYC4Racing: me, micheal, scott, brandon, and phill
ALVYC4Racing: and doug
Varian1: within the span of what
ALVYC4Racing: we all hav the same story
ALVYC4Racing: over a year
Varian1: really
ALVYC4Racing: she goes though guys like crazy
ALVYC4Racing: juss like her sister
ALVYC4Racing: my homie rick from car audio knows the story
ALVYC4Racing: if u want ask him, haha
Varian1: ?
ALVYC4Racing: cuz even he got caught up in it
Varian1: in who
ALVYC4Racing: they love using the employee discount to
ALVYC4Racing: her sister
ALVYC4Racing: and my drama wit steph
ALVYC4Racing: steph used my employee disocunt alot
Varian1: Well U were Fuckin Dumb enough to appreciate her I guess
ALVYC4Racing: every guy she meets, she immedally changes her lifestyle to sa same as da guy
ALVYC4Racing: i fed her lies
ALVYC4Racing: just to win money
ALVYC4Racing: cuz i knew she was a slut
Varian1: really
ALVYC4Racing: everyone at our school knew
Varian1: is that why u begging her beck
ALVYC4Racing: hahah, no i aint
ALVYC4Racing: shes beggin me back
ALVYC4Racing: and i got the messages to prove it
ALVYC4Racing: i have all my voicemails saved
ALVYC4Racing: all my myspace messages saved
ALVYC4Racing: all my noted from her saved
Varian1: really
ALVYC4Racing: all proof of her beggin for me back
Varian1: well thats sad u didnt take her back
ALVYC4Racing: i had to delete her off my friends on myspace becuz she alwayz worte i love u, take me back
Varian1: shes kinda cute
ALVYC4Racing: haha, hell naw
ALVYC4Racing: i dont want dat crazy ass bitch back
ALVYC4Racing: no fuckin way
ALVYC4Racing: i dumped her in may
ALVYC4Racing: and she said she was gonna kil herself
Varian1: Well I dont think honestly u could do better
ALVYC4Racing: and was cryin for me back
ALVYC4Racing: so i took her back outta pitty
Varian1: really thats not what I hear
ALVYC4Racing: shes unpopualr at west, she knows wat girl are on me
ALVYC4Racing: hotter ones
ALVYC4Racing: ask varian he knows the story
Varian1: okay sure
ALVYC4Racing: she knows i cheated on her
ALVYC4Racing: alot of times
Varian1: You know what FUCK YOU AND WELL U DESERVE WHAT U GET
ALVYC4Racing: even tonite she wrote me a message cuz she ws drunk
ALVYC4Racing: sayin y did things fail
ALVYC4Racing: how come i wont take her back
Varian1: huh
ALVYC4Racing: she wrote me alot of messages tonite sayin how come we didnt work
ALVYC4Racing: and i aint taking her back dis time
ALVYC4Racing: no more pitty for her sluttyness
Varian1: really
ALVYC4Racing: wen i dumped her in may
ALVYC4Racing: she walked around skoo
Varian1: yeah
ALVYC4Racing: wit a box of kleenex
ALVYC4Racing: overreacting
Varian1: huh
ALVYC4Racing: she walked around crying wit tissues in hand
ALVYC4Racing: every guy shes had, shes goes into there lifestyle, and does drugs and drinks to forget her past
ALVYC4Racing: same shit keeps repeating
ALVYC4Racing: kinda sad wen the popular guys bet money on who can fuck her
Varian1: what time did she call
ALVYC4Racing: she didnt call me tonite, wrote me messages on myspace
ALVYC4Racing: let me check
Varian1: 2nite
ALVYC4Racing: yea
ALVYC4Racing: 11pm, 12:34 am, 1:01 am, 1:02 am, 1:14 am, and 1:20 am
Varian1: I was in the car with her at 129
Varian1: 120
ALVYC4Racing: maybe i'm only asking this because i'm drunk..
but why did you have to hurt me so much?? why did you have to leave me? i know why thinhs got bad, and it suvks to no other. why do you get to be happy and i'm the one that has tio be sad? why can't i just move on and leave you behind? why do i have to mention our relauitopmship when i talk about muself? why is it irionic that you're mseessing arounf with a girl na,med stephn? why am i always reminded about you? why everyting>
ALVYC4Racing: well den how am i gettin her messages
ALVYC4Racing: and she told me about a guy named mike
Varian1: what abiut him???
ALVYC4Racing: she thought i was talking about him, cuz i said your prolly fuckin around wit another guy
ALVYC4Racing: and she said are u talking about mike
ALVYC4Racing: or usuilesses
ALVYC4Racing: or some weired name like dat
Varian1: oh is that rite
ALVYC4Racing: yea
ALVYC4Racing: shes a slut
ALVYC4Racing: she gets drunk and fucks dis guy name usiaulles i heard
Varian1: oh
Varian1: i whatever
Varian1: ...........
ALVYC4Racing: i bet i could fuck her again if i wanted to
ALVYC4Racing: but
ALVYC4Racing: aint worth it
ALVYC4Racing: she sux
ALVYC4Racing: horrible
ALVYC4Racing: no fun at all
ALVYC4Racing: no foreplay, and shes da worst person ever to give head
ALVYC4Racing: she sucked at giving head to me
ALVYC4Racing: haha da next guy she kisses, is kissin my dick, lol
Varian1: really
ALVYC4Racing: yea
ALVYC4Racing: worse i have ever had
ALVYC4Racing: and top it off
ALVYC4Racing: every guy she fucks
ALVYC4Racing: she doesnt use condoms
ALVYC4Racing: so prolly has some nice disases
ALVYC4Racing: cuz she told me she had an infection before
ALVYC4Racing: and my shit aint feelin right since her
ALVYC4Racing: shes had urinary trap infections twice
Varian1: FUCK OFF
ALVYC4Racing: huh
ALVYC4Racing: ?
ALVYC4Racing: i'm just speaking the truth
ALVYC4Racing: i have numbers of all her ex's
ALVYC4Racing: and they all hav the same story
Varian1: is that because there jelous like u
ALVYC4Racing: jealous, hahahaha
ALVYC4Racing: yea right
ALVYC4Racing: jeaoulus, yea and all of us have moved on
ALVYC4Racing: and all hav the same sotry
ALVYC4Racing: and she falls in love so quickly and latches on
ALVYC4Racing: and how she does it to everyguy
Varian1: right than why r u still fuckin upset by her
ALVYC4Racing: i only fucked her for miney
ALVYC4Racing: cuz she fucked up my life
Varian1: yeah well thats what uare about
ALVYC4Racing: cuz i hate da bitch
Varian1: yeah I bet
ALVYC4Racing: money*
Varian1: Ure a fuckin loser
Varian1: me and varian think of you
ALVYC4Racing: how am i a loser
Varian1: U just are an asshole
ALVYC4Racing: how
Varian1: I never fuckin liked u
ALVYC4Racing: varian knows the real me
Varian1: dick
ALVYC4Racing: wat did i do to u
Varian1: Yeah and he fuckin hates ure ass
ALVYC4Racing: y does he
ALVYC4Racing: ask him
Varian1: because of what u say
Varian1: about steph
ALVYC4Racing: the truth about steph
ALVYC4Racing: its the truth
Varian1: If thats what u say
ALVYC4Racing: watch both of u wil see
ALVYC4Racing: o yea
ALVYC4Racing: she only uses u 2 cuz for drinks
Varian1: Really
ALVYC4Racing: notice all she does wit u 2
ALVYC4Racing: is drink
ALVYC4Racing: i know the truth dat steph wanted ash to go out wit varian cuz he can buy drinks
Varian1: no not really u couldnt buy her drinks and bether can i
ALVYC4Racing: i hav a fake id buddy
Varian1: so do I bitch
ALVYC4Racing: fo sho
ALVYC4Racing: just warning u 2 bout steph
Varian1: That doesnt mean anything bitch
ALVYC4Racing: i hav proof if u guys ever wanna see it
Varian1: Yeah I would email it to jgarcia0879@hotmail.com and ill believe u
... some boring stuff about fighting
Varian1: Im with your girl now haha
ALVYC4Racing: the girl i dont want
ALVYC4Racing: who i dumped twice
Varian1: really how much fag
ALVYC4Racing: 18/hr
Varian1: I make 20 u stupid fuck
ALVYC4Racing: i work full times
ALVYC4Racing: 42 hr weeks
ALVYC4Racing: wit benifits
Varian1: I got promoted
ALVYC4Racing: congrats
Varian1: I got benefits
Varian1: 2 dumbass
ALVYC4Racing: yay
ALVYC4Racing: congrats
Varian1: anyhow
Varian1: fuck off and stay out of touch
ALVYC4Racing: u can hav steph, if i wanted her back, i would ask, instead she wants me back
ALVYC4Racing: haha
ALVYC4Racing: she even asked me y things didnt work out between me and her
Varian1: and if it doesnt matter dont talk to me or varian or steph
ALVYC4Racing: i'll still talk to varian
ALVYC4Racing: and steph wants to talk to me
ALVYC4Racing: cuz she said so
Varian1: when
ALVYC4Racing: tonite
Varian1: ha
ALVYC4Racing: she said she wants to be at least friends
Varian1: she hates u
ALVYC4Racing: i knoe
ALVYC4Racing: cuz i broke her heart
ALVYC4Racing: i ripped it out
ALVYC4Racing: as she said
Varian1: then why do u care or get afended
ALVYC4Racing: i dont
ALVYC4Racing: i just think its funny
Varian1: why
ALVYC4Racing: cuz i think it is
ALVYC4Racing: i see things dat u dont see
Varian1: look I dont care what happend between u and her
Varian1: Thats up to u and her
ALVYC4Racing: i can see wats gonna happen and i think its funny
ALVYC4Racing: remember this
Varian1: so yeah
ALVYC4Racing: i fucked her for money
Varian1: congrats
ALVYC4Racing: i went out wit her on a bet
Varian1: I hoped it was worth hurting someone
ALVYC4Racing: yes
Varian1: thats what makes u an asshole
ALVYC4Racing: cuz of da shit she did to me
Varian1: what did she do
Varian1: 2 u
ALVYC4Racing: tried controling my life
ALVYC4Racing: didntr want me sellin drugs
ALVYC4Racing: didntr wantr em street racing
ALVYC4Racing: didnt want me wit my crew
Varian1: yeah ure an asshole dont take it personal
ALVYC4Racing: picked fights wit me all da time
Varian1: u just are
Varian1: who did
ALVYC4Racing: she did
ALVYC4Racing: and she hated my frinds who are girls
Varian1: uh huh fuck off dont contact varian me or steph or ur life will be alot more difficult
ALVYC4Racing: lol
ALVYC4Racing: how so
Varian1: youll see
ALVYC4Racing: sureeee
Varian1: bye fatass
ALVYC4Racing: later sorry ass
Wow...
- I have no clue who these five guys lives I've ruined. And I'm not a slut. I'm not the one whose slept with like, 16 or 17 girls? I think that's him, not me. I maybe have half that number. And as the the "fucking everyone in band", only one has been in the band. The rest are guys who don't even go to West High.
- You're an asshole to fuck me for money. That's low, even for you. And especially you're friends. That's horrible, and I hope you get what's coming to you, because it's not going to be good.
- I'm not controlling at all, unless you count "control" as wanting to see you once a week. That's barely asking anything. And you couldn't even trust me, and I never fucked any other guys. It's all in his fucking head, because I have morals and I would never do that to someone I thought I loved.
- He used the "meant to be" line, so whatever. And he said "I love you" first. I don't say that to any guy, because I don't want to be played or to rush things. So I don't know what that fucker is smoking or snorting, but he has things all messed up.
- I never told his female friends to fuck off. In fact, I never talked to them. If anything, they always came up to talk to me. I never said a thing about his female friends because I didn't want to fight about it.
- He names all these names: Him, Micheal, Scott, Brandon, Phill, and Doug. I did go out with him, he broke up with me. I went out with Michael, Michael broke up with me. I never went out with Scott, so I don't know how he got in there. Um.... Whose Brandon? I've never dated a Brandon. I don't know a Phill, unless you're talking about my co-worker, and I've never dated him. And Doug, I dated, but he was the only one I broke up with.
- Me and Laura do not go through guys rather fast. However, me and Laura have a really good knack for picking out the losers of a group, henceforth Jon and Rick.
- Hahaha... I do not like your discount at Best Buy. I personally never used it. However, everyone else did, like my Dad. That is NOT ME.
- I do not change my lifestyle. If anything, I'm stubborn and won't. I never sat with him at lunch. I worked all my shidts, I never cancelled anything to be with him.
- Wow... fed me lies, huh? To get money? LAME.
- HAHAHAH... I did not beg him back. Unfortunately, when I'm drunk, I get inquistive. And I was stupid enough to ask why we really broke up, because I thought he had a secret motive, like another girl, which he does have. I never begged him back. And those messages and voicemails and shit are all from when we were together. So they can't be considered "begging you back". Yeah, he deleted me, but I never was like, "I love you, take me back". I have more class than that.
- He broke up with me in May, I never tried to kill myself. AND I TOOK HIM BACK! He said he missed me and crap. Whatever.
- I never really cared if I was unpopular in high school. I had a fun times with my friends. I never needed to hang out with the "right" people. I had awesome friends no matter what.
- I knew he cheated on me. It was obvious. But I was stupid enough to pretend I didn't know. Low life.
- I don't do drugs or drink to "get away from my past". I don't have a scary past. My life has been pretty normal. I like to do shit because I like being fucked up. I'm a more social drinker and smoker, because it's not fun when you're by yourself. That's no addiction.
- I did get drunk with Ulises. And Laura and Frank were there too. I did not fuck Ulises. He's like, one of my really good friends, and when I couldn't move from puking, he picked me up and carried me into the house. He was only sweet to me. He pays for dinner when we go out to dinner. He's a real gentleman.
- The sex thing... whatever. Just like every other guy. I've always used condoms on guys, until I met Jon, and he said he didn't like them, and I thought I trusted him. I have no diseases because I actually get tested. I haven't slept with an outrageous number of people, so maybe you're the one with skanky balls. I haven't had a UTI since I was like, five.
- See.. he doesn't know what a real friendship is. Me and Varian talk all the time on the phone, and we do drink a lot, but it's because we're drinking buddies. We don't drink everytime we are together. I never pressured Ash to go out with him either. Lies.
- Varian got texts from him when I was over, but I always said to ignore it.
- You went out with someone and fucked her just for money? That's pretty fucked up on your part. You're a fucked up human being. You obviously have no morale, no fucking sense of right and wrong. Messed up.
- What was the sense of me holding him back? He did shit anyways.
All he says is bullshit.
I can't believe I almost believed him for a second.
He called me earlier to say that he didn't do it,
and I almost believed him.
Reading this,
I can't say that I don't care.
But whatever.
Jon Alvarez is an asshole,
and his time will come,
maybe not soon but sometime,
and he will see what it's like to be a victim.
And guess what?
I will not feel sorry for him.