woke up to phone ringing. yuck. went out. met up with celine. went to chelsea market. then diner. then i went to lincoln center. saw weird movie by lars von trier (sp?) the guy who invented all those dogma movies. it was hot. really. very awesome shit.

( fuck me over. i post toooo many pics during vacations. )

i'm kicking myself for not having gone to this. sigh. speaking of things i didn't go to, i'm slightly relieved i didn't get to go to the french kicks, i would not have been able to get in anyway, but the fact that tim was there. yuck. go try to be cool elsewhere please. and lastly, i definetly need to get out of hanging out with certain people i ( Read more... )

roar! stupid everything! if was capable i think i should like to be one of those people that just pick up and move and start a new. but im stuck here with too many unfixable things in my life that need fixing. this vacation needs some uppage. i spent all day today sleeping. i havent been asleep at 4pm in the longest. its nice, but then i feel ( Read more... )

( i took the advice, the panic stopped, but still i'm not right )

irritating movies really put me in the worst of moods. i cant explain it but they do. i felt guilty for never spending time with my dad so i agreed to go to this french movie with him. and i hated it. and it left the worst taste in my mouth. ever. seriously, bad movies ( Read more... )

i want to get married

home early ( Read more... )

this makes me happy ( Read more... )

lord. i feel like i have a lot to write. and i just sat here with my fingers hovering over the keyboard for like 5 minutes, trying to figure out what it was. it seemed important ( Read more... )

i hate everything

im going to bed