Don't Let Me

Jul 18, 2012 17:57



Don't Let Me

Don't Let Me Love

When I first saw you, you took my breath away. I was to stubborn to admit it though, even to myself. I refused to give my heart to someone like you. A player. A flirt. That's all you were. I knew that and kept my distance from you. I refused to fall into your games. But you saw me, you targeted me. I can't say when you started to chase me, but I sure as hell made you fight for me. In the end, you won. Everyone told me that I was the first person they had seen you fight so hard for. I was so happy. I Loved you and you said you loved me...Right?

Don't Let Me Fall

As time wore on, I began to fall harder for you. You stole my heart, and seemed like you had plans of keeping it. What a fool I was. You began to grow distant after a year. You would come late to dates. You stopped looking at me the same way. Did you even smile a me anymore? The perfume, the lipstick, that was all I needed to know. How could you? How could you promise to protect me, or pick me up when I was down? You're a liar. When you saw me fall, you laughed at me and left me to bleed out.

Don't Let Me Cry

I wasn't one to cry, even after you cheated on me. I loved you with my all, and you laughed in my face. Did you like watching me cry? Did you enjoy calling me names? Was it fun to see the way I looked at you when you kissed her right in front of me?My tears brought you joy, I knew that and yet I still came back for more.

Don't Let Me Break

You should be a proud man, you know that? Nobody has ever done the things you did. You caught the “Almighty Diva Key” when nobody else could. You even took his virtue, his love, his heart. And you broke him. Look at me now. Like what you see? A shell of nothing but pain and cracks is all that is left for you now.

Don't Let Me Hurt

Why? What did I do to you? Why do you hate me so much? You're a sadistic bastard aren't you? That's it I'm sure. You get off on the pain that you cause me, don't you? You promised to protect me, and yet you cause me the pain by being with her right in front of me. We only told Minho, Taemin, and Onew that we were together because you were scared of what people thought. I gave so much and you just turn around and hurt me! I hate you so much, and yet I still love you just the same....

Don't Let Me Dream

Sleep is torture to me because I'll see the times that we were happy together, and I'll be happy again. But I end up waking up, and have to face the reality that your no longer mine. Even in my dreams you claim ownership of my heart. Why couldn't it stay the way it was before?

Don't Let Me Have Hope

Today you hugged me with a smile. Is there a chance that you still love me? Or am I dreaming again? Your smile....It lit up my world again for that moment. Maybe we can be truly happy together.

Don't Let Me Become Dust

We're all meeting at the dorm to have dinner together, and your bringing her with you. That hope is no longer there. The small piece of my heart that I reclaimed is now nothing but dust. I'm withering away, and you don't even seem to notice it. Am I just a face that you have become accustomed to in your daily life?

Don't Let Me Die

I can here you. Your a vile man you know? You brought her here just so you can make me listen to you two make love. When we did it, did you really love me? As these thoughts plaque my mind and as the sounds you two make echo into my room, I die just a little more inside. Die....That sounds like a nice word to me right now. No! I need to get away before I hurt myself.

I get up and leave my room silently. As I walk out the door, I hear someone coming towards me. I don't want anybody to follow me, I want to be alone right now. I shut the door loudly and run away, away from the thoughts, away from the sounds, away from the memories, away from him who is chasing me. As I'm running, I hear a horn and see lights. I look back at the person who was chasing, who caused all of my suffering to here. “I love you Jonghyun...” Then Nothing.

Don't Leave Me In The Dark

Don't Let Me Forget

Save Me

jongkey

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