The Story Only I Did Not Know
You'd forgotten about everything
It's been 2 years since I last saw you, Minho. I wonder if you're finally happy, or do you regret what you did back then? I remember that I had seen you a month afterward, and you acted as if you had forgotten me while you were with him. Am I that much of an embarrassment to you? Do you truly hate me that much? Or did you just want me to move on as well?
I'm, still, glad to see
your face
Although, there's a vague pain
I was glad that day, Minho. I was glad to see that you were well and happy, even if I wasn't. I feel that I've finally moved on to happiness for myself now. I don't need you anymore, that's why I'm home now. I heard from the Hyungs that you still live in town, and that you visit occasionally. I'm more sure of myself now, but I'm still scared that I'm not as strong as I think. I'm scared that if I see you, I'll crumble to pieces, just like that day.
- - - -
I walked through town today Minho. I went to all the places filled with happy memories for me, and you were in all of them. As I walked, I rememberd you more and more. I'm not as healed as I though I was. My old scars began to reopen without my consent, and I broke down in our garden. I cried for you, us, and what I thought I had known about myself. Why did you have to take my heart and brake it to pieces Minho? I wish I could change the past so that I wouldn't feel this pain.
As my old wounds begin to open again
Tears have just begun to flow
I bid farewell to the things I thought I once knew
By doing so, there is no turning back
Is this breakup good?
You were the most important to me, you knew most about me and I knew most about you. I never shed tears in front of you, because I never wanted to be weak in your eyes. In the end, only you I see, my heart cries out to you and your love. Even when you pushed me away, I foolishly looked only at you with all my love. Everyone told me to not give my all if you distance yourself, but like a fool, I didn't listen to their warnings. I question, how many people knew before I, myself did?
In the end, nothing else seems to exist
You knew,
I'd rather cry once than many times
Then, I'd presume
You'd already know the end
I was the only one who didn't know the story
Did you truly love me? Did you hate being by my side consistently? Time seems to have taken it's tole n you and I. If I think about it, the signs were vague, but noticeable. If you would have given me an explanation, maybe I wouldn't have been so hurt, but all you did was apologize. Everybody expected this outcome, did you as well? How did we end up like this? One filled with happiness, the other empty and broken. In the end, you are the reason for the tears I would rather not cry. I may have been blind, but now I see clearly, and wish you the best in happiness. No matter how much you have broken me, I still love you, Choi Minho.
There was no love
You'd always been by my side
It was only a matter of time
Now that I think about it, it was all vague
Why was all you could tell me was sorry?
I, in a way, said it as well
You had expected even this moment
How had it happened like this?
Is this breakup good?
In the end, nothing else seems to exist
You knew,
I'd rather cry once than many times
Then I'd presume
You'd already known the end
I was the only one who didn't know the story
“And I love you, Lee Taemin. I never stopped loving you.”
R.I.P
Lee Taemin
1993-2011
“Forever loved and never forgotten. He was the true meaning of happiness to all.”
It's been 2 years since I last saw you, Minho. I wonder if you're finally happy, or do you regret what you did back then? I remember that I had seen you a month afterward, and you acted as if you had forgotten me while you were with him. Am I that much of an embarrassment to you? Do you truly hate me that much? Or did you just want me to move on as well?
I'm, still, glad to see
your face
Although, there's a vague pain
I was glad that day, Minho. I was glad to see that you were well and happy, even if I wasn't. I feel that I've finally moved on to happiness for myself now. I don't need you anymore, that's why I'm home now. I heard from the Hyungs that you still live in town, and that you visit occasionally. I'm more sure of myself now, but I'm still scared that I'm not as strong as I think. I'm scared that if I see you, I'll crumble to pieces, just like that day.
- - - -
I walked through town today Minho. I went to all the places filled with happy memories for me, and you were in all of them. As I walked, I rememberd you more and more. I'm not as healed as I though I was. My old scars began to reopen without my consent, and I broke down in our garden. I cried for you, us, and what I thought I had known about myself. Why did you have to take my heart and brake it to pieces Minho? I wish I could change the past so that I wouldn't feel this pain.
As my old wounds begin to open again
Tears have just begun to flow
I bid farewell to the things I thought I once knew
By doing so, there is no turning back
Is this breakup good?
You were the most important to me, you knew most about me and I knew most about you. I never shed tears in front of you, because I never wanted to be weak in your eyes. In the end, only you I see, my heart cries out to you and your love. Even when you pushed me away, I foolishly looked only at you with all my love. Everyone told me to not give my all if you distance yourself, but like a fool, I didn't listen to their warnings. I question, how many people knew before I, myself did?
In the end, nothing else seems to exist
You knew,
I'd rather cry once than many times
Then, I'd presume
You'd already know the end
I was the only one who didn't know the story
Did you truly love me? Did you hate being by my side consistently? Time seems to have taken it's tole n you and I. If I think about it, the signs were vague, but noticeable. If you would have given me an explanation, maybe I wouldn't have been so hurt, but all you did was apologize. Everybody expected this outcome, did you as well? How did we end up like this? One filled with happiness, the other empty and broken. In the end, you are the reason for the tears I would rather not cry. I may have been blind, but now I see clearly, and wish you the best in happiness. No matter how much you have broken me, I still love you, Choi Minho.
There was no love
You'd always been by my side
It was only a matter of time
Now that I think about it, it was all vague
Why was all you could tell me was sorry?
I, in a way, said it as well
You had expected even this moment
How had it happened like this?
Is this breakup good?
In the end, nothing else seems to exist
You knew,
I'd rather cry once than many times
Then I'd presume
You'd already known the end
I was the only one who didn't know the story
“And I love you, Lee Taemin. I never stopped loving you.”
R.I.P
Lee Taemin
1993-2011
“Forever loved and never forgotten. He was the true meaning of happiness to all.”