it's hard to say that i was wrong
it's hard to say i miss you
since you've been gone it's not the same..
it's hard to say i held my tongue
it's hard to say if only..
since you've been gone it's not the same..

:(

justin and i broke up
he had 5 girlfriends besides me
cute huh?
im going to kill myself bye

how does a person expect things to change
with out
A)not fully and honestly wanting them to
B)no ones help
&
C)no self control

tell me what the fuck one does in a situation like that
especially if the thing that needs changing can cause you to live...
....or die(??????????????????????????????????)

and is there any need to mention why things work out the way that they do
superstition? holding the best of you
live your life man, its almost over

im almost a loser
highschools almost out
im 18
still no car or job
no money
what the fuck do i think im expecting?
whatever it is, im nearly 100% sure im not ready for it
gaaaaaaaaaaspppp choke
MEH.

bahahahahahahaha! all of you are fucking sooo fake!
die die die!

fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you
fuck everyone who is trying to piss me the fuck off today
FUCKKK YOUUU DIE YOU MOTHER FUCKERRRSSSSSSSS

havent updated in a while
but at least you know the status of my current mood

-j

didn't anybody get the fucking memo?
"happy belated-birthday" doesn't count anymore
that's fucking cheapp you guys.
happy belated-birthday means nothing the day after my birthday
that's like saying "are you okay" to someone who hit their head
only you ask them if they're okay the day after..
god damn im quick with the analogy lines..props for me..
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birthday countdown: 31 hours and 52 minutes

ceeeeeeelebrate good times COME ON! lets celebrateeee :)
tomorrows new years eve..what'cha'll DOIN!?!?
one word..C to the R to the UNK niggaaaaaa
heres my photo spree...they're random and oh so gay.

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i've had a blast this past week ( Read more... )