Hey babies.  these past few days its like the life is just getting sucked out from me.  every day brings fourth more stress, more anxiety, and more of a physical depression.  its almost as if just waking up every day of the week has just worn me out, i can come home from school everyday and just sleep..all day.  i think i might have chronic fatigue ( Read more... )

Heyy babies, im so tired right now so i appoligize for the short entry!  school was good, i officially like someone right now, and thats awesome.  yeah things are goin pretty good!! happy birthday courtney, D, and Alex!!!

xox

MADlovelovelove

Heyy babies.  for some reason right now i can't stop laughing, and i think its a mixture of wanting to get to know somebody new and thinking back on these memories of michael and i....

GoodGurl103: your flying hug is my equivalent to the underlying meaning
SHMOKANDAPANCAKE: HAHAHAHA

good times michael. you know i luved the flying hug....even though ( Read more... )

Heyy babies.  dude yesterday i got the new taking back sunday cd and im tryying to play it on my computer but its being a dorkis!!! rrrrraaawr. okay anyways.  yesterday i had sooooo much fun.  a bunch of us went bowling, my mom and nick and then my moms friend stacy.  she brought her two nieces, Ashley whose 18 and Alisa whose 15, and thomas whose ( Read more... )

Heyy babies. wow soo much to write about tonight really life just went zoom at the football game.  it seemed like a lot took place man.  but first i shall talk about school in itself.....the ralley was today so all of my classes were a little bit shorter, that rocked.  i crimped my hair thismorning..it did not like that, and that is all i can say, ( Read more... )

Heyy babies.  school is school, taking over my life, which is what i wanted, im surrounded in my work which i suppose is a good thing. yeaaaah well this has been a short but sweet update.

xox

MADlovelovelove

Heyy babies, i am eating an ever beloved reeses.  my mom bought me a king size today mmm.  so school was pretty good today.  mrs. nielson talking about sexual harassment was hilarious, i had to re-do an eye test and i did poorly on it, i guess my far sight is bad.  anyways! i don't think i talked about going to the movies sunday night. that was so ( Read more... )

Heyy babies, today went by suprisingly slow but i suppose thats a good thing. its probably because all day ive tortured myself with my thoughts similiar to how i did months ago, thats just a trap i don't want to fall in to.  i wrote a little bit today, and made this thing for the back of my binder, it looks like a ransom note and it says 'born to ( Read more... )

A little something i wrote today

Tell me how you manage to do everything right,
How  you seem so perfect
How you sleep at night.
Don't you get such satisfaction
To be seen with your "cool" friends
And if someone told you
Of self security torn cold
Would you smile and tell yourself youve done it again?
It must be exhausting
Keeping that pretty little head ( Read more... )

Have You Ever

To get up and walk away would be too easy
So stay and stand your ground, just watch your mouth with me
On the back of every right there's a wrong looming
So here you and I should tread as soft as these razor blades for boots will let be
Have you ever tried to step in my shoes
Have you ever tried to balance on that beam
And if you ever tried ( Read more... )