Where to start? It's been a rough month. A lot of ups and downs. Money is my main downer. Now having to pay off my school loan sucks a lot. I don't make that much and it's a huge chunk of my income. So I'm trying to find a good reasonable part-time morning job. Starbucks would be perfect ( Read more... )

How sad - this is what your life has been reduced to - a single room apartment containing no more than a mattress ( Read more... )

Why do I love Taylor Swift so much?
She inspires me. More than anyone I know. When I have a bad day, all I have to do is play one of her songs and my spirits will be lifted. The past 5 months have been the worst. During that time, I have listened to her music just about every single day. There's not a song that I do not know. Every one of her songs ( Read more... )

If I die young, bury me in satin ( Read more... )

Should I move on or still hold on?

I'll never be able to decide...

Say you're sorry, that face of an angel ( Read more... )

The past few days I haven't been happy much at all. I'm had a huge attitude problem, I'll admit. I'm constantly arguing with someone. Basically the same person. Can't help it. Oh well ( Read more... )

It's sad that I can't even write what I want in my own journal. I have to watch what I say cause I may not want someone to know something or I'll offend someone. Fuck it. I want to write. I need to write. It's time for my first private entry. If I can't talk about this, I need to write it all down and get it out or I'll scream ( Read more... )

A lot is going wrong with my life all at once. My relationship ends unexpectedly, again. My great grandma falls and goes to the hospital. The one I love more than anything loves someone else and would rather be with her. My grandpa dies. What's next?

I'm at a loss. Should I stay here and deal with this or go home where I don't have to feel this kind ( Read more... )

I always feel sick to my stomach. My chest always hurts. I can't eat because I worry. I have nightmares more often about you both ( Read more... )