So ya broke down tryin to leave town I broke down cryin on ur return cause u left me feelin hopeful I'd never see ur face again. Ya u made for bad lovers liver ya stole made covers and busted my head. U made me such an asshole i wish we never met. Im tired of being bored, Im through with the headaches & hiding my hands that tremble like earthquakes ( Read more... )

This weekend was amazing, i feel soo relived in a lil vacation. Funeral for a freind was amazing! not every one was pleased with mychemical romance proformance cause it was to short buh i thought he rockd, he is pretty flamboyend, im a fan of it. Got The Appleseed cast cd& it is pretty dmngood kansas boys wooh wooh wooh! anywho i know its short buh ( Read more... )

I dont really ever get like this.... talk about whats on my mind but hearing things from others kinda opens my mind. Why does life have to feel so meaningless sometimes? u go to school wich seems forever & work ur ass of so what? u can get a 9 to 5 job? & then keep the same routine.... i dont want routine... i wana be happy... i wana enjoy freedom ( Read more... )

today wasnttoo bad... work samol shiz. & then saw the punsher with the homies... bad movie buh it was nice all the nuccas chillin togeather.....it was good ol 420 today & i would like to say i hate it...i was unaware it was a holiday welll i wish u all the hate filled smoke in ur lungs to all the 10th graders out there. not too much to say tonight ( Read more... )

sometimes i think i think to much. "ur not much ofa talker"... "We'll maybe we are deep thinkers" - gangs of New york. I can't wait to start school in june, i wana really make something of myself, i want everything to work out the way my dreams are. not as perfect just so i can feel at peace i guess. I wana play my gibson so the night never ends, ( Read more... )

Keep em comming 14 hours ahead- a head thats heavier than lead and I got toothpicks in my eyes. A smile more yellow then the sky. Ive got a song stuck in my head. One that i miss more than my bed. It's a song sung from a fallen milkman who's drinking bleach instead. I'm much like him. 14 hours unfed. I spent the last cents in my head. They're worth ( Read more... )

im obviously bored so here goes the second entry of the dizay. ok ya i bought an pretty expensive african grey parrot... normally alot more buh thats not a big deal.... u all give me shit for it wich is ok... it makes me chuckle. buh i jus wana explain myself so maybe u understand a lil biznit. ok its like thissssss u all have hobies & things u ( Read more... )

so i go to get my hair cut today.... i wana cry..... i tell the dick i want it long to spike & keep the bangs longer.... so he shaves the sides of my head..... the dick says u wanted to spike it.... i said how the fuck can i spike no hair? he says it will look bad.... so he keeps cutting while im lookin at what to cut his throat... now i have a bro ( Read more... )

howdy, its easter sunday & i wish u all the best. Chad & I spent the day at the gunshow.... i think that might be bad being it easter & all buh u gotta do what u gotta do, got me sum spiked bras nuck's & a switched blade for all the haters out there.... watch ur self.... prolly never use em buh they are damn cool. & on top of that barns & noble was ( Read more... )