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goodnightartist

Birthday

Nov 26, 2005 17:20

I've got 12 days... tell my birthday (Had to recount) and I realize that I have pretty much no nothing to celebrate except for getting another year older. I am so sad. My best friend is going to Iraq and all I can think about is missing someone else. My life is going down the shitter. I haven't been going to school. I haven't been doing anything ( Read more... )

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I heart you!!!! dragon_mage November 27 2005, 01:35:05 UTC

Mickey, don't you dare talk like that! How can you say that no one wants to help?! You've got plenty of people all around you who love you and want to help you and would jump at any problem. What about me? And Sparty? And Sandra? And everyone else who got super worried when you didn't come to school for days. God Chica, we all love you! We don't want you to leave! You're life is NOT over. It's just beginning. You're not even done with high school yet hun, there's no way you're life can be over. The average life span is 70 years. Not 18. Okay? Don't leave us cuz we heart you. You're gonna have an awesomeful birthday, okay? I will personally organize a splendiferous party for you, kay? You should come back to school, we miss you oodles!

Heart,
Zephyr

Party... goodnightartist November 27 2005, 03:08:37 UTC

I don't really want to have a party for my birthday. I would sit around and watch all of the happy couples. And their happy friends in their happy house in Happiesville USA. I hate it that everyone that I know has someone. It just makes me want to pewk.

Empathy!! dragon_mage November 27 2005, 03:25:07 UTC

Honey, I know the feeling.I've been in that same place for the past like three years. We could have a singles only party, or a girls only party where we get fucked up and sit around watching bad movies and eating popcorn and chocolate all night.That's always fun.

kainthelongshot November 27 2005, 10:43:57 UTC

In the end you make your own reality... Until you can be comfortable alone you'll never be comforable with others. The way you think and look upon life is a very important thing. Something you should not overlook. Be more optimistic.
If you keep saying your life is shit, then of course it will be.

O.o goodnightartist November 27 2005, 11:58:16 UTC

I used to be optimistic... but not anymore...

Oh boy, long post here. O.o messer November 27 2005, 19:06:10 UTC

Its never worth it to wish death upon yourself. Its not just about being optimistic, its also about being able to give yourself chance even after you've been hurt. You never know what's going to hit you next, but you have to be determined to see it through. If you don't keep going how will you know if you'll ever be happy? Its unreasonable to just quit when you've only just begun, right? You can't just quit life. You have to be willing to take the chances, whether it be alone or with a friend or someone else you love dearly right by your side. Either way, the only option you should consider is seeing everything through for better or for worse ( ... )

I am so forgettfull goodnightartist November 28 2005, 04:38:50 UTC

Who is this? Sorry I have a bad memory.

And to reply to your post...

I wish I could meet new people and give up on my old ass hole friends that don't really care... but every time I try I get shut down like Virgin Records over at the mall.

Re: I am so forgettfull messer November 29 2005, 14:23:10 UTC

This is Sam. xD Remember me, Sandra's friend? ^^;'

I know what you mean about getting shot down, but you just can't be afraid to keep trying. If you give up, you'll never find what you need. Just keep trying and eventually someone will help you and guide you, but just as long as you keep trying.