Goodness... so much has happened within the last couple of weeks and since I have last updated. Lots to inform you about.. so sit tight and read away ( Read more... )

Well, someone asked me to update my journal,so I am ( Read more... )

Worst New Years EVER.

Just thought this was pretty accurate and wanted to show you guys... comment if you like.

Wow... I am getting sooo sick of one day being pissed and feeling like shit and the next happy and content. I wish my days were consistent and that things weren't so hectic all the time. Can't I be normal!? Ahh!! So anyway, I have been writing in this thing a lot lately and no one ever comments... it upsets me :( I like getting comments, makes my ( Read more... )

Tonight was a good night and a horrible night all in one. I am so absolutely hurt and frustrated I can not even put it into words. I wish that things were the same, but at the same time I don't at all because you just don't care about me anymore. You are so mean to me, not even like immature mean, flat out rude and hurtful. You treat me like shit. ( Read more... )

So, I was just sitting here today and I started thinking and I realized that I really miss you. I miss you a lot. And even though we fight EVERYDAY and we seem to fight more than we talk civil... I still love you. It doesnt make sense to me, when I am around you, I can not stand you, and when I'm not talking to you or dont hear from you I miss you ( Read more... )

Wow... things have been very busy lately. School still sucks and I can't wait to get out, but I was thinking about it yesterday... and that is going to be soooo weird to finally graduate and be out on my own. I am not sure if I am going to live at home or get an apartment near school... I may have a roommate, but that has to be on the DL for a ( Read more... )

Well.. I don't even know anymore what to do. I am so lost between emotions. I want to do the right thing, and I want to be a smart person and make the right choices, but sometimes being bad is so much more inviting. How terrible, right? I can't help it. I just want to do what I want and not have to think about the reprocussions. ( sp?- Sorry ( Read more... )

This weekend was actually pretty good. Despite getting in a little bit of trouble for coming home at 1:30 and my parents not knowing where I was. It was worth it. We lost the game against Roseville... surprise surprise. Haha... I went to Derek's afterwards and that was fun until I had to start taking care of all the drunk girls.. that got old and ( Read more... )