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[goodreason]

OK well Lisa changed her Password to the LJ that I made her. But that still doesn't mean that she's going to be useing it anytime soon. I went up to NY for a reason. However like always things got messed up. In the end I won't lie I honestly wanted to stay in NY. A few things have changed with lisa and I. The one thing that i hated she stopped

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[perfect_kiss7]

"I love her but i love me too."

Well said. It is good to hear you are really thinking about you :)

[goodreason]

Well for once I have too. I do love her. But I can't keep sacraficing my emotional well being for her. At this time in life all she's going to do is keep the same cycle going on. Break-up get back together, break-up etc. And at this time in life I need to grow up and start seeing things as they are. Maybe one day her and I will get together again maybe not. I'm not in GA trying to hook up with anyone. I'm making friends and hanging out. That's all. Trying to heal the wounds I already have.
-M

[perfect_kiss7]

I think making new friends and hanging out helps a lot. It takes a lot to realize that at some point you must move on. Much props for that!!

[goodreason]

i'm not sure if i would call it moveing on as much as i would call it giving up. i've kinda just seen that i'm not going to be happy. So i'm just settleing for her company instead.
Hell i'll keep her anyway that I can get her.