She squirms like the dog she is...

[goodreason]

So this is Liz, yeah the one that i wrote about earlier in entree's saying she had the personality of a slut. I like most people gave her the benifit of a doubt. See i'm fucked up cause I think that all people are good by nature and that it's only circumstances that make people mean and make them turn. Yeah well only now am I learning that all

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[bodyconfusion]

mari i am a witness of your actions. you may come of as flirting to some, but you just like to know whats up in peoples lives. your a friendly person. i know your heart is with lisa all the way til the end. i dont know why liz nor lisa dont see what i see. your just being friendly not flirty

thanks

[goodreason]

Well thanks for sticking up for me chicky, I need that. I don't know why Lisa and Liz see something different. I'm just doing what everyone else is doing which is getting filled in with all the information that's going on in life. But whatever. You should come and visit me down here. You'll see how much different I am here then home. Here I hardly talk to anyone and i'm more standoffish. I'm so proud of me.
Ok well i'm chatting on-line so i'm getting off this.. later chicky.

[moonlight_skyes]

Don't let other people get to you.. It's not worth it. :)

i try

[goodreason]

Well i'm trying not to let things bother me. But you can't help it when they are bothering you trying to improve you. I mean she sent me back in steps. I'm on my own like 12 step program in Savannah. And she's managed to send me back to day one. I'm depressed but happy in Savannah, cause i've yet to lie to anyone here. And everyone here is learning the real me slowly and you know it's great cause I can be liked for me even though i've done some mean hateful things to others as well as myself.

Re: i try

[moonlight_skyes]

Yeah, I can relate. But everyone has made mistakes. :) Doesn't mean that we won't strive to improve.

Re: i try

[goodreason]

Hey i've made my fair share of mistakes, Now i'm just trying to improve me. But for some reason all the old people in my life are keeping me back from being the person that I want to be. Who know's I guess i'm better off miserable in GA.