Well, it's a good thing I didn't update yesterday. I was just in deeep thinking mode for a couple of days and I was on the verge of tears all day yesterday. And if I had updated, I probably would have said some things that I didn't completely mean. I still feel partially the same way that I did yesterday, considering the enlightening discussion I ( Read more... )

Stupidity is abundant. There is a "cornucopia" of it, if you will (lol, autumn). I know some people think I'm negative, but most of the time, I'm just in touch with reality. Some people could use a good reality check once in awhile. Why is that it takes losing something precious to realize how precious it was in the first place? Maybe, in some ( Read more... )

This entry was supposed to be incoherent ramblings at 4am on saturday, but I got half-way done and the circuit that my comp was hooked to blew. That sucked. But anyway, on to the good weekend. Friday I worked at Joe's and got off early which was wicked sweet. I called Nate and decided to meet he and the guys up at Cherry Hill. I didn't really feel ( Read more... )

Good weekend if I do say so myself. Even better since I don't have to go to school tomorrow. God I love being a senior. Like, what? 2 or so more weeks left? Friday was quite pleasant. Worked ofcourse til about 11 then came home. I was supposed to hang out with Nate but I was much too sleepy. The rest of the night was spent enjoying Burnout, the OC ( Read more... )

Today was one of those days where you wake up as late as you possibly can without totally missing first hour, and don't really put any effort into looking cute at all. I'm kinda out of it too. I haven't really had to do anything important today, and I don't have to work later (AWESOME). Plus, we're taking my car to get it fixed later, and hopefully ( Read more... )

Here we are again...thankfully. I don't mean to doubt you or anything, but I hope you meant everything you said. I believe you did. Just know that spending time with you, regardless of what we are or what we're doing means a lot to me. I'm lucky to have someone as close as you in my life. Here's to many more weekends like this and many many summer ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning and my throat hurt really bad, plus I didn't fall asleep until 3:30 or 4. That was gay. I called dad and he didn't mind if I stayed home, which is one thing that I love about him. I really shouldn't miss any more days in 1st hour but I woke up and was like, hey, I don't really give a fuck. I wish this year was over. Just skip ( Read more... )

I can without doubt say that the past couple days have been the best I have had in a long time. Despite all the petty shit that happened (i.e. going through two tires in two days, yearbook, dad, etc) they've been great. I love being able to look past the insignificant things that happen and stay happy. My goal this summer was to just get as much of ( Read more... )

I had a really weird kind of good, kind of bad dream the other night. It was good in my eyes, but probably not in others'. It took me back to a feeling I thought I had lost. I woke up wondering why I couldn't have just stayed in my dream. I don't really know if it meant anything. I'm the type of person that is torn about the whole paranormal, ( Read more... )

I wonder if I did nothing for the rest of the year if I would still graduate. It's not like I'm valedictorian anyway. This stupid paper is...well, stupid. So this prom thing has be pretty bummed. There's a chance that I might not be able to go and my dad doesn't care about the fact that it's my one and only senior prom. "Nobody ever gave me money ( Read more... )