hmm i feel like somthing bad is going to happen tonight.. dun know what it is. but somethin will happen.

I've got a lot to lose and I'm
Bettin' high
So I'm beggin' you before it ends
Just tell me where to begin

what shall i ever do...

Redheadedflame14: um if ur a virgin i didnt smoke weed
Redheadedflame14: ?
Redheadedflame14: deal?
DeathMetalKid13: lol sure

it feels good to be happy again.. today and yesturday are good. thanx my love for making it possible.

i have a new sn on aol

DeathMetalKid13

add it

im sick as hell, depressed, and tired.. yea thats about it.

is it too much to ask for someone to hold me...

wait i know.. yea it is

man its so sweet almost gettin arrested twice at three in the morning...

dont anyone ever tell me that i diddnt do something when i know i did.. dam i hate always being right... fucking livejournal..

so uhh dont think im going to do this whole journal thing anymore.. ill just stick with my dead journal i think. cuz yea i dont really want anybody knowing whats going on in my life anymore. so yea i might update i might not we'll see ( Read more... )

i wish this sickness would just go away. ive never felt like this before. its not because im like sick its because of how i feel mentally. its like when carrie broke up with me i threw up cuz i just couldent handle it. its just like that and it dosent go away. i fuggin cant stand it... i hope it goes away soon