Africa is fantastic. While I drank a beer and walked on the dusty street last night under different stars, I realized that I've changed a lot. I fel like I can empathize more, like I can be independent ANYWHERE, that I can survive even the most awkward situations and overall, just be okay ( Read more... )

Well, I'm off. My hands are shaking and I'm nervous as all hell. I feel like this will be the scariest/best thing of my life so far.

Bye. Love you all.

Last night was incredibly refreshing and needed. I love partying with people from work because SO MUCH funny shit happens, and lots of little inside jokes are made. Here's a few (more for my own memory ( Read more... )

I'm definitely playing with fire, and I'm totally going to get burned.

I'm 21 and alive. It's pretty amazing. It's funny how life works, how one moment nothing really interesting is going on and you are going with the motions then suddenly WHAM, a whole lot of things are going on ( Read more... )

I seriously just need to get the fuck over it. Or better yet, have someone better come along.

Hollaback nillas.

I realized today that sometimes, no matter how much you need to do, it's just better for the world to kick back, drink a beer and babrbeque with friends while listening to music. Seriously. I may not be closr to the finish for Mosaic, but I am so much more sane.

Oh and P.S. - 49 days. Weirded out.

:)

I need to not drink so much that I forget a lot of things. It's probably not too healthy.
This song is GREAT.
This week is going to be hell.
But it's supposed to be sunny and warm, so holler to that.
I turn 21 in 21 days.
I miscalculated. I leave in 60 days for Africa. And I still can't.fucking.believe it.

I've felt so dry lately. Like I've been sucked up and used, and I keep trying to squeeze more and more out. I don't know what I'm doing with myself. I don't know if I can be a journalist like I wanted to be. I feel burnt out. I'm not excited about doing Mosaic, but know I need to push through it in order to build my resume for a career I'm ( Read more... )

It seriously kill kill KILLS me when my friends are upset. And some boys need to figure their shit out.

:(