I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
When I'm not around
I wish I was special

I'm searching kazaa for the zwan album outtakes but I can't find them... blah!!!

Oh yass I do!

Re-reading "On the road" now. It's a tad blabbery which I didn't remember it as, but still an intrigueing (huh spelling?) story. Dean is a total maniac :D I wish I were Dean ( Read more... )

Tomorrow (or today really) we play music, and we will rock!!!! This is what I'm telling myself. Do I believe it? Perhaps. Doesn't matter though, it's gonna be a kick just doing something fun for once. I hope there will be a lot of people there, and I hope they will be very drunk so my out-of-tune singing wont be apparant :D

So yeah, here we are, just trying to fill the void. And what a big hole it is to fill, it sucks dry and it evaporates every little thing I put into it, always screaming for more. I wonder, if I found something big enough, will that stop the flow or will it just take somewhat longer for it to disappear? And will I then have lost all the small things

I'm late for my appointment with the mumbo-jumbo lady. Again.

Nothing I ever do is right...

I feel alone right now.

I asked you to go to the Green Day concert ( Read more... )

* CD-cases
* Notepad
* Computer-screen
* Full ashtray
* Bills
* A phone
* Phonecord
* Empty cigarette packs
* A skull
* Books
* Headphones
* a DAT-machine
* A grey bag with stuff in it. I wonder what it is...
* Caller ID
* 5 Floppy disks