im sitting in daytona b/c i needed to get away from gainesville ( Read more... )

this is weird. this new look of livejournal confuses me.

well im still alive. a little broken but still alive.

i can't sleep. i hate being sober.

i have a dog now. a pit bull. i want food.

cheers.

what other schools can now create photo albums on facebook?

i made a high school album with you guys in it. i hope you can see it!

a lot of things are going through my head.

i just don't understand why i can't drink like other people. i just want to be normal and be able to be like everyone else. but for some reason when i drink i can't stop. i don't know why but i just keep going and get shitfaced. it just sucks so much. i hate it b/c i want to be normal.

i hate being an

I JUST WANT TO GO TO SLEEP!!!

does anyone have a 2 by 4 they can hit me in the side of the head with?

seriously, b/c more then 2 hours of sleep would be super.

i miss sleep. without alcohol it appears i will never again sleep. i've been awake sinch 11:37 am on Sunday and have yet to get more then two 30 minute intervals of me sleeping only to wake up shaking and sweating ( Read more... )

best week ever. hah.

overstatement of the year.

apparently i have a drinking problem? when the fuck did that happen?

AA tells me to go to church. or to believe in some higher power.

when someone told me that they went to church on sunday i immediately laughed.

my brother thinks i'm going to hell. and that makes me sad.

i wonder if there's a right answer to anything.

it's too hard to do that believing is seeing.

i love upn.

im still awake because im sober ( Read more... )