I love you Jeffrey Mikal. :)

Its sunday and im way tired. I just woke up and i wanna go back to sleep. I am sapousto go out today but i really dont want to. I think im just going to stay home today. Anyway im going to go shower now.

So, Things are going alot better and alot worse than i thought they would. On the one hand im keeping pretty busy i have hung out with cheryl a few times and alexa and andrew. But i still wish i had more people to hang out with. Also Jeff has been being wikid sweet and i love it so much. He keeps saying things that are making me fall in love with ( Read more... )

:( life frikin sux. He has only been gone for less than a day and im already freaking out. I cant stop crying. We cried to hard when we left from eachother and then he wrote me an e-mail last night saying that he hadent realized until right then just how much he loved me and how much he wanted us to stay togather. I did the same. We faught all the ( Read more... )

Jeff is moving to PA today. Im going down there with him but sunday will be the last day i get to see him for 9 months other than the ocassional visit. I am going to miss him so much. I have no clue what life will be like with out him. He has been the main focus of my life for 3 years how in the hell am i going to just all of a sudden not have him ( Read more... )

AHHH, so yea Jeff leaves friday. :( im gonna cry. I was at his house yesterday and i kept having to walk away because i kept crying. I dont want him to be so far away. :( and everyone that i talk to about it keeps saying o well you have to realize that its very un likley that he will be faithfull that whole time. o well THANKS? but anyway I HOPE ( Read more... )

2 weeks left...then you leave. :( Please help me make these next 2 weeks amazing

K that one worked ( Read more... )

Wow i updated a few times latley but i just checked my live journal and they arent there. :(

DOES THIS ONE WORK?

So today was kinda cool. I went to the boat with my dad, then we saw a candy shop on the side of the road and said OOOO candy! SO we stopped and got some. It was AWSOME....i have never seen so much candy in one spot! ANYWAY so then we went to a grad party for someone my dad knows son. While i was there Andrew called and said are you comming to my ( Read more... )

IM SO FRIKIN CONFUSED. This morning i had things all figured out and now im confused again. ERRRRRRRRRRR i hate life. Its not bad its actually going quite well but there are things that confuse me.

but i know one thing..........I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!