things are better

but im still trying to get used to the whole college thing. everyone else seems to have the easiest time of it. i guess im a home body at heart.

i feel like i go home all the time.

im a wimpy college student

things just are not going right.

this sucks a lot. and i don't know what to do. and i don't know which way to turn and i think im running out of patience and optimism and its like im slowly wearing down and i just don't know how i can do this. how can i wait it out?

i mean am i fooling myself into thinking i am happy? or am i really happy and im ( Read more... )

So I'm feeling pretty good today

Got my grades back and i got 5 A's and a B. I'm pretty psyched. Hopefully can keep it up next semester!!

Randy got his surgery last Wednesday and is doing awesome so that also makes me feel good.
Only bad thing:
I have an orthodontist appointment tomorrow morning. All I need is a new retainer. I know I need surgery but ( Read more... )

ive decided, that i hate war ( Read more... )

soooo

i got my jewelry for prom
lots of bling

officially more excited than ever

anyone know anything about unsun? i want a spray on tan. dont know where, how, or what to do.
:)

PROM PROM PROM PROM PROM PROM!

xoxoxo
becca

i keep looking at the calendar and seeing the end getting closer and closer ( Read more... )

last day of break

always a little sad yes?

except we only have two weeks till ap tests!
then frying our brains for two weeks

then one
yes i repeat
ONE
week of "school"

then HSAs so--- they dont want us there!
final exams are 18th and 19th
sooooo who is only coming for rehearsals and picnic that next week
ME!!!!
heck yes

so maybe not so bad?

oh poop
i have work tonight

because i am stupid and i took a shift

i wish i was going to the o's game

..thats all- i just had to complain.

celebrated my birthday on saturday ( Read more... )

i had a very good friday night ( Read more... )