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[goolynessaroory]

So the past few days have been hell. I take my Ativan almost every day so I dont lose it all day. I cant sleep at night right now. It sucks big time. I have been doing my best to stay away from my house. I go out every night to avoid being sad. I know I know everyone is saying she was just a dog. But she wasnt JUST A DOG to me she was my baby

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[kaylin]

Don't let anyone tell ya she's was just a dog! When you take an animal in (especially one you get close to like Bonnie), they go from being "just a dog" to a little hairy family member. I know what you're feeling. A long time ago someone ran over our family cat and we found him in our front yard. I was so angry and sad, but everyone kept saying he was just a cat. Then, my mom went and gave Achilles away. I'm not sure if you met him or not. Well, he was a dog I got for James at the shelter and Mike convinced her to give him away. They kept saying I should just "get over it, he was just a dog" but I know how you're feeling. It's not fair that you can't see her, hold her, play with her, even just be annoyed by would be better than not having her at all. Just hang in there and if it means staying away from home until you are comfortable with her gone (which may never happen, but it will get easier with time) then you do what you gotta do.