I was once asked by someone if I believed in God. I said sort of. To this he replied how do you not know it's a yes or no answer. Well Today I had my bible thumper friends come to the door and I explained it to them I believe there is a God yep it's true BUT I DO NOT believe what is written in the bible because it contradicts itself alot. The ( Read more... )

This blows! I am at my brothers house watching his three kids. I dont like to be alone at night. They are getting ready to pass out soon and I am nowhere near tired. Jess was being a bitch and wouldnt come over but hey whatever. Ugh I AM just a wreck lately I have no idea what to do.OH on a good note though I got a call from Nikkita at Apollo, ( Read more... )

Since when did it become cool to be 5 and pregnant???
I am seriously sick of seeing all these little 16 year old girls knocked up and happy.
Yes be excited because you're a retard having a baby that you obviously can not take care of alone.
COME ON PEOPLE GET BRAINS!!!!! I am 20 and I would have a hard time having a baby right now.

So I have been pretty much pissed off and depressed for like the last few days and I have a major vent in mind but as of now I lack the energy, words and privacy to do so. I'll keep ya posted though. And I just found out a few days ago that a couple of people were very rude to my mom at graduation and I would just like to put a big FUCK YOU out ( Read more... )

So I finally graduated yesterday well techincally i was wothdrawn today. I wish I had done it so much earlier if I hadnt fucked up then I would have been done a long time ago. Why do I feel so Bleh then? I think everything on a whole has me down. Oh well we'll have fun this weekend. Fun at my house on Saturday the parents are gonna be in Texas ( Read more... )

I hate this.
I really do.

2 precancerous cells. That's what they found. 2 biopsies. Hurt like a bitch afterwards. Test results sometime next week, which says if it is really bad and i have to have something done or I just get watched for the next few years to make sure they dont change. :( I am very discouraged sad mad what ever other emotion other than happy you can ( Read more... )

I feel so blah right now.
I hate to think about it.
I don't want to go now.
I don't want to know.
It scares the crap out of me.

The test results from the doctor came back! Somethings wrong. They are doing a Biopsy on me. I am scared as all fuck. Routine appointment to a damn Biopsy, wow. :(

I am really good lately. Haven't been depressed in like a month. yay right? other than the stomach flu which has plagued me for the past week I am good. Doctors tomorrow. Me and Jess are okay, I guess, we talk again. we get into our little fights but nothing big lately. I am happy that we are getting back to normal again. She talks to me about ( Read more... )