Man....I wish I lived in Mckinleyville again.....I hate it so much here! There is no one to hang out wtih at all.....and all my friends live in Mack....I mean I love how peaceful it is and the ocean and shit but with gas prices and me becoming depressed so easily here because I have no one to make me....sad I guess? My friends are on a walk right ( Read more... )

Man something good happened today for once...and it feels awesome! BRIGHT EYES IS COMING TO TOWN IM SPEECHLESS!!! I hope I can get in....with my press pass and Brandon....lol haha! It's one of those times I wish I was 18......*sigh*

Isn't pathetic how someone, like myself, can sit here wishing they had someone to have.....to hold.....love....kiss.....and just know that someone can care about you, talk to you, tell you your beautiful....when you obviously know you arent. Would someone want to walk on a beach and hold hands or even look at the stars....even if there is no lust? ( Read more... )

So on request kind of....i might as well do an updation...even though there isnt much to say. School is fucking lame...im so busy with shit it sucks. On top of that I become sick and got in a fight and now im behind. Fucking sucks major. I dont really talk tomy old friends which makes me sad...but then when I think about it....im just loosing ( Read more... )

DAVE MILLER LEFT SENSES FAIL OR THEY KICKED HIM OUT HOWEVER YOU WANT TO PUT IT!!! MAN HE WILL BE MISSED...HE ROCKED!! GOSH I FEEL SO SICK ABOUT THEM AND GOSH I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT TO SAY IT RUINED EVERYTHING AND I FEEL LIKE CRYING JUST THINKING ABOUT IT....GOSH :'(

I love hugs!! So give me lots!! Thanks Loves! :D


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So I decided to update this....skool started and umm....as I predicted it sucks. The freshman are jerks and there is no one that is attractive besides like three cute guys....but no one really....its not like i would have a chance. I guess my classes are okay I dont have any classes with jessica though which makes me really sad and I'm part of ( Read more... )

so sophmore year started....i was glad to see some ppl and get some soap from mary which made my day...but its just like fucking lame yah know....and plus all the freshman think they are sooo cool when they arent. i tried to be friends but no they gave me dirty look so fuck em....i aint helping them thats for sure. oh and i got dumped....i guess it ( Read more... )

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so umm cody...just hung up on me because i was jokeing around and im feel so fucking bad and sad right now...jesus....talk about shot through the heart....