I have yet to recieve a reply back and combined total of all of her time on Myspace and lets add the one email she wrote me saying she didn't get around to it yet, but she will plus the time she took to comment and she quite possibly could have had just about enough time to write me 18 times so far. That honestly bothers me. I email someone, they ( Read more... )

9/9/2005 ( Read more... )

I just got home from work a few minutes ago, I am dead tired right now for some reason.Had a decent day, semi slow, but not too bad. I think this Saturday is going to be fun, yet I dont know for sure what will happen. I know one thing I want, yet one thing I probably wont get,but I'll let the plans unwravel instead of trying to figure them out now ( Read more... )

Awesome so as I sit here at work today, it's not too bad, pretty busy, but nothing crazy and I am ok, back hurts a little right now. So Cindy says something to me in the hallway, dont fuck with me or something and she said " I'll cut you" like some thug holding her little knife in a jokin manner and I just said something back. She then said ( Read more... )

my eyes sting, wtf damnit ( Read more... )

So I sit here today and realize all the devistation from last night. I went to Bobby and Katies party which was pretty good overall.Before doing that though I was upset, things again were not working to my plan, something has to come up, someone has to make sure I get the chance to be a jerk and judge them because of their actions. Maybe I shouldn' ( Read more... )

I thought I was going to be so happy, now I am just happy when Im alone. I am not even happy then. I am happy here and there and maybe here, but not when I should be. I was told I'd not lose her, yet it seems that's already occured. I tell her I dont want to lose her, and she doesn't even understand what I mean. She tells me I wont lose her, yet I ( Read more... )

That really bothers me that people throw that damn word around.... that one fucking word "LOVE ( Read more... )

I have a great idea for Christmas, muwahwahaaa wouldn't "you" like to know it! hahaa! I am gonna do it for myself too and if that throws you out into left field ever further, then that's definately the plan. You'd never guess, you will go omg what a great present and it's something I dont believe you or I have ever done or gotten before, haha that' ( Read more... )

I hate saying I am right, wait no I dont, I love it and maybe that's why she and everyone else always said that I am "always right", you are wrong, he is just always right, dont argue cause he will never lose, just let him win. Well ya know what, I swear that I am not ALWAYS right, but when I truly am right, those people get pissy and then they ( Read more... )