it's 3:08 am. i've been up since around 2:30 am. fuck. my sleeping patterns are even worse than they were at school. i've been getting up earlier and earlier and not been able to go back to sleep. tuesday it was 4am. wednesday it was 3am. today it's 2:30 am. fuck ( Read more... )

what's one book i should read over break

(an update on this past weekend/visiting SPA coming soon)

i love thanksgiving. what was supposed to be a dinner and some hanging out turned into a sleepover with lots of hilarious movies and breakfasting and sleeping. i love mi familia!

what do you do when you realize that you are one big sham? a big lie to the world. that you can't change, you never will change. what do you do?

1 paper down.
2 finals to go.
t minus 48 hours till i'm done.

ps. ash, thank you for calling me. liza, thank you for hugging me.

i think i'm going insane from the stress. my body is not reacting well to it. like i've got chills and i feel somewhat weak. argh. i just ate too. so it's not that. freakin eh. i hate finals.

why am i the easy girl to make fun of? the one that will just laugh when being insulted, say that it doesn't bother me........that much. in the back of my mind, it bothers me slightly. not enough to make me do anything about it but just enough to make me suspicious of people. are their jokes in good fun or is there a semblance of truth behind them ( Read more... )

a week from now i will be done with school until new years.

dear diary ( Read more... )

i think school's burning me out. hmm.