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He's back. UGHHHHHHH. iygfytev5r7yb89^&%$^&TYUGYUWFET*^DFcvsh.

I love weed.

I am so exhausted. So fucking exhausted. I sleep, but it doesn't feel like it. I got a job finally I start Monday I'm actually not excited at all I just remembered how much I hate working and how I'm lazy but I gotta do what I gotta do right? At least I have a friend that works at Jcpenney already it'll make things alot easier and everyone seems ( Read more... )

I was so in love with you about six months ago...What happened ( Read more... )

I'm so mad at myself, i talked to one of the lamest people around here last night and probably fucked shit up with someone. My bad but salinas sucks. Ahhhh i hate being bipolar, happy one minute then the next crazy crazy depressed. I hate the things I do, I'm a complete idiot. Why do I do these things??? I'm really hungover it sucks the rooms ( Read more... )

I'm moving out to Monterey in about a month with my brother and his girlfriend, I couldn't be more excited to get out of my parents and be on my own somewhat and pay my own bills. Finally I'm growing up. I can't help but be really sad though, Chispa is moving up to Nicks in a couple months and I know we'll still talk but not being five minutes away ( Read more... )

Omgee, I love my friends. I'm so retarded about complaining how crappy my life is because it ISN'T. My friends are the best of the best, my family rules, my dog loves me unconditionally and I get mine thank you! God I just need to get off my ass and get a mother fuckin' job. Okay gotta sleep, lots of errands to run tomorrow :)

love my babymama.

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I miss you, but I hate you. After what you told me tonight I feel like it was all for nothing. I wish it didn't bother me, but it does and it's dumb because we're not together. I wanna talk to you but it's pointless maybe that's why I never bother with you anymore. I'm sad for you, just be happy ( Read more... )

I don't even trust you anymore. The minute you get a chance to turn your back on me, I know you will. My head fucking hurts, it's hot, and I'm watching Bring It On...WTF.