God I am the stupidest laziest person EVER!!!!!! I made an A in social PROBLEMS........... And a fucking B in communications because I didn't study for my final at ALL and just completely fucking BOMBED IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK I could've had THREE A's!!!!!!! UGHHHHHH I HATE MY FUCKING LIFE.

You know when you first get home and you just don't want for ANYONE to talk to me?? Like I'm just sitting here drinking my coffee enjoying waking up and my mom just KEEPS. FUCKING. TALKING to me! It's like give me 10 minutes I"m obviously not listening to you!!

I fuck up everything :-( I really miss Casey. But there's nothing I can do about that. The grass is always greener.

I have Wes's Ralph Lauren polo shirt... I won it from him in a bet... and GOOD LORD GOD ALMIGHTY it smells SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO fuckin good! Like every time I smell it I literally just like.. melt. I've always been one for good cologne on guys but it just reminds me of being in his arms :-) Last night I went over there and we just watched south park and ( Read more... )

So what's been up, I guess I could update ( Read more... )

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WHY the fuck do I miss him so much. GET THE FUCK OVER IT. YOU BROKE UP WITH HIM STUPID BITCH. Move on and get your own fuckin life. It's probably because I know how much he loves me. He wanted to come over today but I have to work, and I REALLY really don't think that would be a good idea, and he called this morning and then he called back to tell ( Read more... )

People take things so seriously. Maybe I should.

So.... ever since Michael like quit talking to me or whatever, I've like................... really.............. liked him!! I mean yeah he had man boobs and a shitty tattoo and drove like a grandma but I mean.... he was pretty damn cool. I really think I fucked it up by being too shy! And now he's probably found someone else...... ughhh this sucks ( Read more... )

Off to dream about being with Trent Reznor.... :-((((