Just floating by in this life of mine. Not sure where to go, what questions to ask. Where to go, and when do I complete this task? Im sitting alone in the living room, probable because I am on the computer. I dont think my girlfriend is very interested in watching me be on the computer and why should she be? I dont mind, she is hanging out talking ( Read more... )

I havent had much contact with the world I used to partake in every single day ( Read more... )

Im a worrier, I have untiil now, just taken it as a fact of life. I realize now that it is a problem. It is a problem that I worry, it is starting to interfere with my every day life. I get anxiety and the worst possible senario is the only thing I can think of. I start to create a reality for myself, it turns awful, and again, the only outcome I ( Read more... )

I am getting there. The old man feeling is welling up inside of me, my birthday is on the Horizon. With it only being 7 days away I should really start to be feeling pretty good, its my birthday, proof, I have survived this long. But alas, as with every b-day, I feel not all that excited. I suppose thats a little normal, not to be all that excited ( Read more... )

So God damn its been a long time. Well, I havent posted here in 11 weeks it says. 11 Weeks is quite the long time. Things are very different now. I have finally gotten some distance from the things that were bringing me down ( Read more... )

So, I must post as fast as possible ( Read more... )

Im listening to Music at work. No one is here right now, and I decided to go ahead and post ( Read more... )

I think I understand the reason for private posting. I understand why people want to do it. I mean, its pretty cool, being able to post whats going on, and how you feel. But theres just this point where it goes from wanting to read what your friends think to adding everyone you know and having some sort of social network. And then, it starts to ( Read more... )

I bought a journal the other day, I think I am going to try to document my days and what im spending my money on a lot better. Im going to try to budget myself more, and also, try to just keep more concious what I am doing and etc ( Read more... )

Work is a very pleasant time for me right now. I am happy because it seems like, Angel Island may buy their very own Segway's. They would like to run the operation on the island themselves this next year, and well they are going to need someone to run it for them. This, is very interesting ( Read more... )