this week actually sucked. the majority of it was me thinking about how i should be working on my junior research paper, which was not even worked on until yesterday. fortunately, my next door neighbor is a former english teacher from lc, so it got edited good and hard tonight ( Read more... )

im really sick of getting ditched by my friends...

and im going to be the bigger man at work and apologize to chris. but if he keeps up his shit, i swear to god im not gonna be able to calm myself down in the back room.

its amazing to think about how much power each person really has. we always feel like were weak; that we have no control over our lives ( Read more... )

just like i predicted before, that whole turnaround thing ended up in the shitter. actually, things didnt really even turn around; i just tricked myself into thinking they did.

aw...fuck.

why is this such a hard thing to do?

things might have turned around a little bit, but itll probably turn back around and make things way worse than before. i guess ill find out.

as bad as things have been making me feel lately, this weekend topped it off. the sad part is, im probably willingly going to do the same thing next weekend ( Read more... )

well, im failing two or three classes. i failed the last test in physics, i havent been doing well on any of the recent quizzes in math, and i didnt do one of my projects for american studies that was due on monday. and i havent really been doing any homework in any of my classes ( Read more... )

the stretch marks on my arms are coming back hardcore. now, there are small ones going all the way down my biceps. i guess all the lifting ive been doing at home have really been helping ( Read more... )

i feel like i fucking lost any sense of peace i gained over the weekend.

burn in hell, valentines day.