sorry lilly, and other onlookers, but this journal will now commence only for those who are my 'friends.' friends means this precisely: individuals who are not hurt by what information i may present (if you are, i assume you'll delete me). also those fucking bestiality creeps. i dont like you!

im reading bataille. the eye. more on that later with excerpts and me shooting off ( Read more... )

last night! hahaha....i slept with a HOT GUY. like seriously. like, LIKE. it was fun. we were ricidulous drunk though, and michelle flirted with him most of the night. but he is ben's friend and they couldnt do it, so lucky me!

see! i am bi

guess what!? camping was GREAT. also, I/WE are a LOT more juvenile than i knew. we did some weird stuff. and nobody had sex because the others made cj and vanesa take down their two person sex-pod (or so it was called). anyway, i suppose you all know im juvenile. but i guess i didnt realize it was this bad------->>>>BAD ( Read more... )

wow my last entry included a lot of the word 'awesome ( Read more... )

ashley, kevin, laura, pat rios, cj, vanesa, chris oreilly, michelle a bit, ben a bit, ben's hot (guy) friend they keep talking about how i should hook up with, all been around. its been great. now its laura kevin ashley and me watching y tu mama tambien and pat talking on the phone. i feel fucking great. spose its the coke. in fact, i KNOW its the ( Read more... )

my interview was great. i am so charming ( Read more... )

ive been working on this in my bedroom since i got back. what do you think? boring? fun? hot? needs work, needs a stretch?


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is it important, at some point, for every young gay person to be highly involved in the gay culture of that city in which one lives ( Read more... )

i started 20,000 leagues under the sea. then i glued it back to its cover and was gonna paint but im all out of turp and am broke. THEN SUDDENLY my phone rang! the minute i saw the unknown 773 area code me heart jumped! it was whole foods! AH!! i got a pre-screen or something on wednesday at 1 oclock. with a lady marilyn. oh goodness. i was started ( Read more... )