whoa. i worked out today at GOLD'S GYM with my mom and neighbor. i hated it. well i didnt loath it but it was so boring and all the people there made me feel disgusting. so: never go to those places in the future. right ( Read more... )

i am very fucking sick of driving into seattle at 9pm and back at 12-2am. i REALLY miss getting wasted IN my apartment and sleeping IN my bed. this whole seattle vs redmond thing is ridiculous. because 1. redmond SUCKS and 2. no one lives here and 3. i have to spend time here or ill be ditching my family which 1. pays my tuition (and everything ( Read more... )

i figured out what to do while im here...download music! obsessively, like i used to! that was the best thing i ever did that took up lots of time (i couldnt think of the proper adjectif...). but i was BLEH i cant think of ANY words today. stupid pot. anyway, it turns out that none of the computers in my house have a firewire port (fuck!) so i cant ( Read more... )

and to top it off, my plan to drive into michelle's and get (kind of drunk) tonight is ruined by my goddamned drs appointment tomorrow! THEY SAID i cant eat or drink anything but water and ice cubes after 8 oclock. god damnit. maybe i just just start drinking now. i didnt drink at all last night! and i didnt even notice. hahahahaha im NOT an alky. ( Read more... )

ulysses is killing me. i mean, it would if i could read it. i just read the foot notes. i feel a little better and a little worse.

i looked at that girl's myspace and it made me depressed.

im BORED. someone tell me what to do

uh huh huh huh shaZZAM!

i sure showed vanesa the northwest. i sold it better than that car salesman we met. better than it showed her itSELF. i planned something for EVERY day. and we did it. all. we even went out to the elysian the first night we got back.

i have to organize this or ill freak out.

MAY 17s coffin, m sciumbato, et v. zendejas ( Read more... )

it used to be that when i was in seattle there were plenty of people to bang and hang out with. whatever happened to that!?

well, i didnt use the tripod so only a few pictures worked.

( prints 'n' drawings )

is it lame to just want to draw pictures of my home? or landscapes? is that totally boring? i suppose i dont really care if its boring, as long as its good. but it seems so important these days to be exciting or weird or funny or smart. and every time i try to do those things it feels phony. giotto was weird funny and smart. and better at it, too ( Read more... )

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