Comments | gorgeouswoman: Eating chocolate is like giving yourself a big hug.

gorgeouswoman

Eating chocolate is like giving yourself a big hug.

Mar 23, 2006 16:32

When I came home from the hospital last week, Karen went out and got me a large bag filled with assorted chocolates. Somehow it managed only to contain my favorites. I reached in and grabbed a chocolate, absentmindedly unwrapping it as tears continued to stream down from my eyes. It was a Dove dark chocolate, one of those Dove Promises, with the ( Read more... )

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angeldess March 23 2006, 20:16:44 UTC

I know this may not be the way you like to get things on with, but, Have you thought about a memorial tattoo. She's not lost, just wasn't time for her to come. Maybe just a flower or a baby fae still in a rose bud. I love you. It hurts to think that it's getting to hard to move on, even though your doing a fantastic job. You know I would lovingly make you a sketch for it. LOVE YOU.

gorgeouswoman March 23 2006, 22:23:44 UTC

I would love a sketch to commemorate her. Her name would have been Ashleigh and although it's just a basic to give her, having that much to make her more real helps. If I could see myself getting a tatoo, I would likely do so.

angeldess March 23 2006, 22:46:37 UTC

I don't know about her name being in the tattoo, because if you do have another girl you should really give her the name. But I will work on a few sketches for you right away *hugs tight* Love you.

10021 March 24 2006, 00:18:38 UTC

hey, I've haven't been reading anyones journals in a while, sorry this is so late, but I offer my most sincere condolences on your loss. I'm sorry for what you are going through. By all means, if the chocolates help take away the pain, have all of them. Now is not really the time to worry about your weight, just take care of yourself.

shatteredglobe March 24 2006, 00:53:21 UTC

Don't worry about the weight for another few weeks, and pamper yourself - you definitely need it.

I can't imagine what you're going through, but return to life at your own pace. The "get up and get outta here, dammit!" impulse is a good thing... work and poker to focus on is good, too.

*hugs you* I almost threw in some Hershey's Kisses and Milky Way Midnights, but couldn't afford 'em. Buuut I got the favoritest ones and all is good chocolate-wise. :D