I put on smile to hide all the pain, on the outside I’m kool and relaxed but on the inside I’m going insane. See I’m one of the cats that’s always happy that always has a smile but if you put on my shoes you couldn’t walk a quarter of a mile. See I’ve been through the rain and the snow and even a little hail and I have so many stories but you know ( Read more... )

well hey guys whats up its been a while life is moving in slow motion but on sunday it sped up a little when i was at church try to become one with the lord im sittin there by myself then charles comes and i was like awww damn today is going to be interesting so were just chillin you know singing in stuff when this man in front of us has the nerves ( Read more... )

as i stare at thees fall walls that make up my domain i can only think of you your sweet kisses you beautiful smile and you love and caring heart. but now its like i have lost all intrest in life itsself now its like why fight to live when your just living to die, i think i ve got y sign its clear to me now even though the truth hurts i guess i got ( Read more... )

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you see I've waited a long time, and now the time has come, is this it, some one please give me a sign or let me know. i think it is because as days go on my i find my self dying to live in stead of living to die, i find my self drifting off into an everlasting dream where me and you meet, i find myself wondering about you constantly, i dont know ( Read more... )

hey guys wassup well i got home today from school at like 6:30 7:00 then i came and grab something to drink then i got naked and gotta tan. But then i went running and i got jumped by these dude that i never seen before im just running my regular route then the dude got in my way so i was like excuse me and just tried to get by then next thing you ( Read more... )

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hey guys whats been up me chillin well you know i've just been busy wiht rehersal in stuff ummm nothin has really happen you know i fainted yesterday in p.e. that was fun but it was quick i just got up after it life is ok i guess you know it could always be better but it could also be worse so im hanging in there i guess i dont really have much to ( Read more... )

hey guys wassu[p well today i did the stations of the cross at my church and it was awesome you know i prayed that people show up and like the whole church was filled with people it was a great expirence. after that i went to mcdonalds and at cant eat meat so i had to eat fish which i dont like then i went to the park to go see shany she wasnt ( Read more... )

hey guys wassup well tomorrow will be a month with me and shany (yay for us) but it seems so much longer you know lately ive been chillin you know im kool relaxin dont really have any complaints i was a little saden earlier when shany told me she had lost my cross but then that only lasted a minute im over it now i miss her like crazy well guys ( Read more... )