a faggot isnt born.a faggot is made.

the vagina that swallowed the world.

tomorrow i have work at 6am i get out at two.i have some shit to do then i leave for boston at 9:20.whose down to get some lunch before i bone out?

you scream "i was betrayed" i scream "i opened my eyes" some things arent what they seem and lets down are all part of life.

your one big goal in life to have the worlds attention.with either the biggest smile on your face or the longest story to tell.no matter what your intentions hold no water.you have holes in your ship and your in need of a bucket.

i should be stoked my 21st birthday is coming up.i am but im not.its taken a backseat to leaving for boston on the 12th.is this a bad thing?not at all.do i miss leigh wilson spader more than anything?yes.

arghhhhhhhhhhh!

not only do i get to be with the most beautiful girl in the world on st patricks day but i get to be in boston as well.

eat my shit!

4 months.weve got alot of time to make up my dear and alot of memories to make as well.

fly west for the winter and never leave.

for the next week i will be working 4am to 12pm every day.

see ya later life.

ps.i miss you so fucking much.

seriously fuck this being a wreck bullshit.

the past week ive literally gotten about 15 hours of sleep.everytime i start to fall asleep i have a gnar ass dream or something pops in my head that fucks me all up.its 7:30 i still havent gone to bed and i have to be up at 1.

right now id rather have a hole in my heart.wait ive had that for months.

i am everything i always told my self i wouldnt be.