i just got home from a night at the movies with vanessa and friend justin. justin looks like someone i know only because he looks like half the kids i see at the shows i've gone to. definitely a cute kid though. i just swear i've met him before ( Read more... )

last week seemed to last forever, which is odd because time usually flies when one is having such a good time. but to think back to last sunday when i left to go down to aaron's, it seems like forever ago ( Read more... )

well i'm back at school now. moving in went pretty smoothly considering like 3 people moved into my building on wednesday. it was a good thing aaron helped out too. it made things easier at least. training is going pretty well. we don't really do much but sit and listen. i'm happy to be here ( Read more... )

i got the desk assistant job at school that i had wanted which means i'm going back to school next week. its very early to be back at school, but rather sooner than later. i'm hoping i'll like it because i can think of so many benefits it will provide throughout the school year. even though i'll only make six bucks an hour, i'll be working ( Read more... )

wow, i had such a great time in phili and visiting aaron this week. first, i get to aaron's, give him a hug, and see this huge bouquet of flowers on his desk. for me even!! they were beautiful and although i'm sure he didn't have to do much to get them since his sister-in-law works for a florist, they were still the only flowers i've ever gotten ( Read more... )

this portion of the summer is going much better for me. i've given up on finding a job if that wasn't made clear already. the job search made me upset and frustrated and worried and stressed. now that the search has died, i don't mind kicking back and embracing the free time. i think i've adjusted to the boredom factor. i think i had such a ( Read more... )

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well i feel better tonight. i had a long talk with aaron last night which helped. i didn't go job hunting today which decreased stress and anxiety. and i got to hang out a lil with erin.

i was talking to allie online today and telling her about the weather we've been having here in SC,NJ. me: its been raining here like every other day. al: that ( Read more... )

i'm getting so sick of this summer. i still have no job and i'm fucking sick and tired of looking. everytime i think i've found something that i can live with, everything falls through and i don't get it. why can't i just find anything that won't make me miserable and that will give me money ( Read more... )