What the Hell.
SIGH.
WHAT THE HELL DO YOU PEOPLE WANT FROM ME.
I CANT' PLEASE THE WHOLE DAMN WORLD.
Some wanna go left, others wanna go right, where am I supposed to go? what am I supposed to do?
Mom takes my hardwork in school for granted. Sure, I may not put in as much effort and time as those stupid cheenah top scholars. BUT IM TRYING OK. I'm lazy by nature, I know that very well. I used to skip class, but now I try as hard as possible not to. I didn't used to study, but now I do. AND YET. Its like what I do doesn't count; what i DIDNT do, counts.
Why is it that everyone looks at stuff with so much negativity? A friend told me once that just because I let her down once, she couldn't look at me as the same js as before. SO WHAT THE FUCK? JUST BECAUSE SOMEONE SLIPS UP, EVERYTHING THEY'VE DONE IN THE PAST IS INSIGNIFICANT? ISNT THAT TOO UNFAIR?
...I'm already trying my best to be as understanding as possible, and yet, most of the people that i treat so nicely too take it for granted. I can sacrifice my time, not doing anything, dropping everything that i'm supposed to do, and just. SIT WITH YOU THE ENTIRE DAY. WHAT MORE DO YOU WANT?
...I really wonder, am I caring too little, or too much?
...Its really too much to take... I feel like im breaking
WHAT THE HELL DO YOU PEOPLE WANT FROM ME.
I CANT' PLEASE THE WHOLE DAMN WORLD.
Some wanna go left, others wanna go right, where am I supposed to go? what am I supposed to do?
Mom takes my hardwork in school for granted. Sure, I may not put in as much effort and time as those stupid cheenah top scholars. BUT IM TRYING OK. I'm lazy by nature, I know that very well. I used to skip class, but now I try as hard as possible not to. I didn't used to study, but now I do. AND YET. Its like what I do doesn't count; what i DIDNT do, counts.
Why is it that everyone looks at stuff with so much negativity? A friend told me once that just because I let her down once, she couldn't look at me as the same js as before. SO WHAT THE FUCK? JUST BECAUSE SOMEONE SLIPS UP, EVERYTHING THEY'VE DONE IN THE PAST IS INSIGNIFICANT? ISNT THAT TOO UNFAIR?
...I'm already trying my best to be as understanding as possible, and yet, most of the people that i treat so nicely too take it for granted. I can sacrifice my time, not doing anything, dropping everything that i'm supposed to do, and just. SIT WITH YOU THE ENTIRE DAY. WHAT MORE DO YOU WANT?
...I really wonder, am I caring too little, or too much?
...Its really too much to take... I feel like im breaking