ごめんなさい.

[gossers]

ごめんなさい.


I know I'm not very good at controlling my temper.

I know I don't think before I speak;

I know I am very crude with my words;

I know I'm hopelessly tactless with everything I do/say;

I know I try my very best to comprehend what people are going through and yet I always end up breaking them even more;

I know I'm very bad at reading when atmospheres get tensed;

I know I really don't know when to shutup;

I know I sometimes carry my jokes too far;

....I know this much, so why is it that I keep repeating the same mistake over and over?

The things I do always end up implicating others.

Why? Shouldn't I be the only one to have to go through the consequences?

In the end, the only thing I can do is lament, but what can lamenting really do?

.

Thats right- Nothing.

I know I say sorry alot, so much that its starting to sound tiring to those that have to constantly hear it.

I know- but it seems I'm only good at apologising so:

Sorry, but it was never in my intention to hurt you in any way whatsoever.

Sorry, to those I have offended before, it was never what I wanted

And sorry, to those that I might offend in the future.

..ごめんなさい.

Why am I even posting this? I don't know.
But I know that I'm having a sense of worry and fear,

Worried that I, being the dai baka-sama that I am, might do something irreversible; say something that I can never take back.

And I fear that when that happens, I would lose the people closest to me..

If that ever happens, I just hope you people would find it in your hearts to at least accept my apology.

-shall end here, or else its never going to end.-