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I think... this road's too hard to walk by myself afterall.
And the more I think about it. The more afraid I become.
Alot of my relationships with friends have....always had a very sudden and abrupt ending. Best part is- I never did know what caused it.
One moment we're all having fun like nobody's business and the next everyone's walking their own lives.
"Except me;
I just stand there, motionless. Staring at the suddenly-empty road. Lost. So lost that I feel I could have just stood there forever.
Then, as I stop sobbing and turn my head to look around, I meet people who are willing to walk with me. I get elated, and pick myself up.
While we're all happily walking- I close my eyes to take in the moment. But once I open them I realise, everyone's gone, and all thats left behind is a thick blanket of emptiness.
I once again just stand there, motionless."
-is how I would describe what I'm feeling, I guess.
It could be my own naivety- But I really just wish everything could stay the way it is. Though, I do believe that God's all too sick of hearing this wish of mine.
The more I think about this the more I feel that I'm losing myself in this sea of emotion....the more afraid I become.
...Stay by my side a little longer, please?
And the more I think about it. The more afraid I become.
Alot of my relationships with friends have....always had a very sudden and abrupt ending. Best part is- I never did know what caused it.
One moment we're all having fun like nobody's business and the next everyone's walking their own lives.
"Except me;
I just stand there, motionless. Staring at the suddenly-empty road. Lost. So lost that I feel I could have just stood there forever.
Then, as I stop sobbing and turn my head to look around, I meet people who are willing to walk with me. I get elated, and pick myself up.
While we're all happily walking- I close my eyes to take in the moment. But once I open them I realise, everyone's gone, and all thats left behind is a thick blanket of emptiness.
I once again just stand there, motionless."
-is how I would describe what I'm feeling, I guess.
It could be my own naivety- But I really just wish everything could stay the way it is. Though, I do believe that God's all too sick of hearing this wish of mine.
The more I think about this the more I feel that I'm losing myself in this sea of emotion....the more afraid I become.
...Stay by my side a little longer, please?