i love describing matthews house to people...
'it will make you feel like shit'..

*plus 2hours 56minutes*
happy birthday becky,
thank you for being one of the only people who have increased the size of my ego too much.
xxxx

*really interesting thought*

happy is a relative term.

so. when we feel we are not happy, we get sad, because we cant get any happier. so we make ourselves feel really bad. and get depressed so it is easier to get happier again.

therefore. it is ok to get depressed.

but i'll still make fun of you if you do.

because.

'i'm really mean.'

it's like. if ( Read more... )

im really mean.

i'm scared of being left alone,behind. i'm scared of losing people. i'm scared i have already.
i love music more than anything. and people who understand and want to be there.
i wish for someone. i wish i would believe the things i tell myself everyday. i wish i would shut up and get over it.

im scared of being a mundane, boring and pityful ( Read more... )

please,

CONFESS,

not that i care... at all. in the slightest. but go on...

:)

also. i think. stop with this anonymous confessing shit. because it will just lead to problems. i.e. anonymous... says... i'm not secure with my sexuality... 'person replies... its ok, you'll still be accepted in society' RESULT... person tells me they fancy me. and then ( Read more... )

just to fill your screens, fireworks ---> my house?
x

also, that was my 150th post. thank you for being there with me. for my 151st post, i would like to write a sterotypical ming entry...

let us start by saying a prayer...

Our Ming, who art in Balham, hallowed be thy name.

Thank you for being so perfect, for leading me from the dark to the nicer places.
For being you. For being the best. No wonder ( Read more... )

to all you meat eaters who pour your hearts out and get no comments,

pack fudge.

as you probably predicted, my parents are in fact, not returning next sunday, but later...