Guess what i'm in Germany....yay!..Well my dad is upset at me. I really felt like shit yesterday, he confronted me about me moving in 6 months, and he was saying that he feels he is being used and he said he was hurt. I felt like shooting my self. The one thing i can't stand and that is if i hurt some one. only 2 people know what i do when i hurt ( Read more... )

Wishing.........

Merry Christmas ya all.

Missing.........

every one

Ok so here is a pic of me with my new Hair cut, I hope you guys like it, because i love it. I miss you all and love you guys. Have fun. I hope it comes out. :)

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Well this is going to be my last post until Feb. The computer is being shiped. I want to say that I miss you guys dearly. I know i've said it a lot, but hey what's one more time. I want to ask you guys am i a bad person, I mean I know i have faults, but do my faults really shine? Most stories that people know me by are from when i was drunk, and ( Read more... )

OMG I am so so so so so very happy right now, I cut my hair :D. I love it so much. It is so short, HA! mom, fuck you i fucking cut my hair and you can't do shit about it. Well i'm almost done packing my stuff for Flordia, I bought some cigs today....yay. I got a phone call from my mom today..well i didn't but my dad did, she told him that i was ( Read more... )

Well it's weird being away from every one, I miss Fresno, i never thought i would miss it, but i do. most of all i miss my friends, and their love. My brother is so cute, He crawled into bed with me this morning and fell asleep. This is so much harder then i thought it would be. I have never wanted to be some where else so bad, and yet i still wish ( Read more... )

This goes to all the people who got butt hurt over my last entry. I love all of my friends with all of my heart. When i say i have new family it doesn't mean i just discard my so called "old friends", friends are there for life, this last post just shows who's friends and who's just a dick. No mater how people want to twist my words or say shit ( Read more... )

So here is what is going on in my life. I don't like posting about my self to much. So here goes. Well it all started when i was told i could live with my father in Germany, so i was like YAY!!! i get to get away from my evil mother. So i knew it was going to be hard leaving my friends so what i had decided to do was i would stop hanging out with ( Read more... )

I took this from Matt ( Read more... )

Man I got a fucking needle in my ass today, hurt like a mother. I hate being sick.