Dec 8, 05 ( Read more... )

As I took my last trip to Thunder Bay I saw tons of people that I just needed to see. I drove up from Nipigon and stayed at Kates house for two nights. I can’t believe how much I miss everything about Thunder Bay. I was driving around in the great old car with pimped out sound system which made our ride that much cooler. I saw Heather, Sam, Kyle, ( Read more... )

What a love of my life? Even though I only spend a day with her, things got weirder than I could have ever expected. I wanted to see her and spend time with her, I really did. I quickly found out that it was not easier said than done. In the car she was holding my hand and that was something I was not prepared to do. When I was with her it was just ( Read more... )

As far as I can see right now, things have gone a little out of control because of my latest Live Journal (Wishing for a better Windsor, and….). As I do many times in my live journals I do not specify what I am saying and I don’t have too because I know what I am saying and how I am talking about so why does everyone else. Must they know how the ( Read more... )

I realized something the other day and that is “you cant make you life better, you can only make it fuller”. By this I mean that life will never always be good and joyful. Theirs always up’s and downs and random time in everyone’s lives. I believe that one can only make their life fuller and by this I mean living everyday if it were you last. In a ( Read more... )

It’s a dark spell, a cloud over my head, A mind block, A dreading thought, and a missing love. As I remember how hard I worked to change my friends in Thunder Bay I realize that their no different here. It’s the same story repeating over and over again. It always looks the same. I have a feeling that by the end of the year my friends won’t even be ( Read more... )

What am I looking for? In a person, in a friend, or in life altogether. As things happen throughout our lives they shape us and mold us to be what life has set for us. Life is random, I believe that there is no set order to which things happen. Random things happen to random people living random lives. The fact that I believe that life is random ( Read more... )

When it comes to figuring out who we love people become so mixed up, disoriented, and confused. How do you know? There is no answer to this question. We try with friends for hours to figure it all out to come to the same conclusion. We still just don’t know! It’s so hard these days with having to work and go to school, one would have no time for a ( Read more... )

OMG OMG! It would seem that every time i like someone new, it all goes to shits cuzz they like someone else. Is thier no single girls out thier for me? Am i setting my standards to high? What is it? What am i doing wrong ( Read more... )

We all can’t help but feel lonely sometimes. Like when we move and have no friends or we just lost a love for any reason. Weather we have no one to trust in a new place, or were missing our old best friend. I would seem that sometimes we all feel down. I mean come on, no one person can be happy all the time. Right? Even though things aren’t so bad ( Read more... )