Are you really just a dream? Chapter 5
Title:Are you really just a dream? Chapter 5
Pairings: YunHo and JaeJoong / YooChun and Junsu
Rating: NC 17
Length: 5 chapters
Warnings: The following chapter includes sexual activities.
Genre: fluff angst smut
A/N: This is my first fic ever. So I warn you all. It may not be so good. :) Specially the smut part since I cut it. ^^
This is supposed to be like a series. And I might make it not so long, but not so short either.
Summary: JaeJoong is a regular 24 year old designer. He had met a wonderful man, but had pushed him away by one small action. Due to this action, the man he fell in love with, had disappeared. Will he ever be able to find the one person he had truly loved?
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'How long has it been since that day?' wondered JaeJoong to himself. Ever since he had found out about YunHo he had been obsessed going to work everyday. 'Thanks for watching out for me, YunHo. I wonder if you'd ever come back.' and he sighed at the sad reality he had to face everyday.
*Flashback*
And he walked in the store, letter held tight in front of his chest, and his eyes tearing up. He tried to stop his tears so that he could fulfill his lover's wish. But it was too hard. YunHo had never said a proper goodbye. He ran inside the store hoping YunHo would still be there. Sadly, he went inside and saw that YunHo wasn't there. He had so many things going on in his head. So much questions demanding answers.
And that's when he noticed it.
His favorite mannequin was back and he was holding a bouquet of flowers. He started running towards the mannequin then stopped. He just noticed something. He had tried figuring out what it was ever since he met YunHo. He couldn't pinpoint what it was exactly. But now he knew the answer to his own question.
He felt love for YunHo ever since YunHo kissed him. And now he knew why.
He knew why he loved YunHo so much that it hurt too much to even think about.
YunHo had always watched out for JaeJoong.
YunHo was his favorite mannequin.
Silently crying he walked up to the mannequin and took the bouquet and heard a faint thud. Something fell on the floor. JaeJoong picked it up and opened the box. Inside the small box was a locket with YunHo's picture inside and engraved outside was "I love you."
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JaeJoong held on to that memory tightly. He did not know what to do except move on, because if he didn't he knew he would break down. And he didn't want that to happen since YunHo had asked him not to cry.
He walked inside the store and dressed up his mannequin.
"Hyung! You're still dressing up YunHo, eh?" said Junsu as he came through the door.
"Yah, I guess. I just miss him you know. The 'human' him." and JaeJoong held the locket YunHo had given him when he left.
"Oh, hyung. Don't let it beat you down. It's okay. You know he's always here." Junsu said and placed his hand on JaeJoong's chest.
JaeJoong clutched his heart and excused himself. He ran to the storage room and cried. He didn't want to cry but he couldn't stop it. 'I know I shouldn't be crying since I promised YunHo I wouldn't cry. But he's just so unfair! How could he have left me like that?' and he pulled his face to his knees and cried. Junsu found him asleep in the storage room he muttered "Oh, hyung. What am I gonna do with you?" And he carried JaeJoong to the counter and placed him on the chair. JaeJoong soon woke up and saw that he had been moved.
"You're finally awake! Oh thank god." Junsu said when he walked out the bathroom and YooChun next to him. He stared at their locked hands and looked away. He couldn't handle it anymore. He got up and walked home.
'I can't take this anymore. I really miss you YunHo. I really do.' thought JaeJoong as he looked up to the stars and held his locket in one hand. He wished that another star would pass. But sadly he had to wait 5,000 years before it would appear again. He sighed and started walking.
He just kept his head down when he was pushed onto a wall. There were 3 men and they were staring at him as if he was good enough to eat. (in which i so totally agree! ^w^ keep reading!) He panicked and tried squirming out of their grip, but the man was too strong. The guy who was in black seemed to like JaeJoong and said "What a pretty face." as he carresed JaeJoong's delicate cheekbones in his dirty hand, "If you let me touch you, then I might just spare you your life." and he placed his right hand on JaeJoong's member and he started rubbing it with his hand. JaeJoong's lips tightened into a hard line trying not to give in. The man didn't like JaeJoong's behavior so he snapped his fingers and the other man pulled down JaeJoong's pants and his underwear. JaeJoong started crying and wished that he would still live after this. The man smiled and bent down. He started stroking JaeJoong's hardened member and rubbed the top. JaeJoong wanted to scream for help but he knew if he opened his mouth something else would come out. And so he waited for the man to finish but heard a yell of pain.
He opened his eyes and saw that the man was bleeding. He stared wide eyed as a shadow was pumelling the three men and he fell to the ground. He quickly pulled up his underwear and pants and sat there watching as the shadow threw one final punch to the third man. He just kept his eyes on the man and noticed he was holding JaeJoong's locket in his hand. JaeJoong grabbed it and started running.
The shadow grabbed him by the waist and hugged him. JaeJoong was frozen as he remembered all the memories he had with YunHo.
"I love you, BooJae." whispered the shadow into his ear.
JaeJoong couldn't find his voice and in his head he was screaming 'YunHo! I love you too! i really do! I love you!'
He turned around and threw his arms around YunHo's neck and fell onto the ground. He was puzzled why YunHo had suddenly disappeared.
And he woke up on the storage room floor. He blinked his eyes a couple of times and sat up. He stared at the racks of clothes and shoes and got up. He entered the store and saw Junsu asleep beside YooChun. He sighed and went near the couple.
"Yah~ Wake up you two. I'm going to close up now. Go on and start dinner. All right?" said JaeJoong as he woke up the two.
"All right, hyung." replied a sleepy Junsu.
"YooChun? Wake up. We have to make dinner now. Come on, wake up." Junsu said to YooChun as he shook him. YooChun yawned and stared at Junsu. He smiled and got up. Junsu soon followed. When they were out the door, JaeJoong sighed and a tear dropped from his eye.
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JaeJoong unlocked the door to his apartment and found clothes scattered on the floor. 'Tsk, tsk.' he thought to himself and went into the kitchen. 'They haven't even started dinner yet.' so he opened some cupboard, grabbed some ramen ingredients and cooked away.
Junsu came out naked and entered the kitchen. He went to the refrigirator and grabbed a juice box. He stuck the straw inside and sipped the juice. He gasped when he heard a coughing sound. He turned around and saw that JaeJoong's lips were twitching and his face was turning red from resisting to roll on the floor and laugh his heart out. Junsu screamed "HYUNG! WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?!?! DON'T YOU EVER KNOCK?!?! OMG!" and he covered his exposed member with his hands and stared at his hyung.
"First of all, I live here. Second, I have a key. And third, you were supposed to be cooking dinner!" JaeJoong said whenever he could spit out the words while laughing so hard.
Junsu threw the juice into the air and ran to the other room. Halfway through the hallway he bumped into a naked YooChun. His eyes darted up and down at the magnificent sight. He wanted to jump on him and go into the room, but remembered his brother was in the other room. He sighed and said "Go get boxers. My brother is here." And they ran to grab some clothes.
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Dinner was quiet. Junsu didn't look at his brother and was too quiet. YooChun had enough and said "Yah! It's too quiet! What the hell happened?!"
Junsu pulled YooChun down and said "Nothing. So stop." YooChun looked at him with a puzzled expression and continued eating. JaeJoong stood up and cleared his plate. He walked away, "He's so sensitive." muttered JaeJoong under his breath.
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JaeJoong woke up to a boring morning same as always. But something felt different this morning. He rolled over to his side and fell on the floor. He cursed under his breath and went to the bathroom.
Work was the same as always. He would open the store, fix anything he could find and look at his mannequin. One thing was wrong though. His mannequin was missing.. again. 'Whoah. Deja vu man. I better call the police.'
"Yoboseyo? This is Officer ChangMin."
"Yoboseyo? Uhm. I believe I called before about a missing mannequin."
"Yes, I believe you have." said a bored ChangMin.
"Well. It's missing again. Can you please look for it?"
"We will try our best, sir JaeJoong. We will call you when we receive any information."
And he hung up.
JaeJoong sighed and decided to get some coffee. On his way to the coffee shop he recalled the first time YunHo asked him to have coffee with him. 'I miss you, YunHo.' and JaeJoong bumped into someone. Hard. He looked up and said "Uh.. sorry sir, I didn-" and he stared with his jaw hanging and prayed that this was real. He wrapped his arms around his neck and prayed that this wasn't a dream.
"Hello to you too, BooJae." YunHo chuckled. "So, what have you been doing all this time?" he asked as he stroked JaeJoong's hair. He noticed that JaeJoong was crying and he lifted JaeJoong's head and said "Hey. Didn't I say I don't want you to cry?"
"I'm sorry, it's just that I had this dream where I thought you came back. And it wasn't." JaeJoong uttered through sobs.
YunHo just put his chin on JaeJoong's head and whispered "I love you, JaeJoong."
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FINAL!
I can't think of anything anymore! *holds head in place*
Comments! Comments! I love people who leave me COMMENTS!
Ayt. So that's it. Byee~
Pairings: YunHo and JaeJoong / YooChun and Junsu
Rating: NC 17
Length: 5 chapters
Warnings: The following chapter includes sexual activities.
Genre: fluff angst smut
A/N: This is my first fic ever. So I warn you all. It may not be so good. :) Specially the smut part since I cut it. ^^
This is supposed to be like a series. And I might make it not so long, but not so short either.
Summary: JaeJoong is a regular 24 year old designer. He had met a wonderful man, but had pushed him away by one small action. Due to this action, the man he fell in love with, had disappeared. Will he ever be able to find the one person he had truly loved?
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'How long has it been since that day?' wondered JaeJoong to himself. Ever since he had found out about YunHo he had been obsessed going to work everyday. 'Thanks for watching out for me, YunHo. I wonder if you'd ever come back.' and he sighed at the sad reality he had to face everyday.
*Flashback*
And he walked in the store, letter held tight in front of his chest, and his eyes tearing up. He tried to stop his tears so that he could fulfill his lover's wish. But it was too hard. YunHo had never said a proper goodbye. He ran inside the store hoping YunHo would still be there. Sadly, he went inside and saw that YunHo wasn't there. He had so many things going on in his head. So much questions demanding answers.
And that's when he noticed it.
His favorite mannequin was back and he was holding a bouquet of flowers. He started running towards the mannequin then stopped. He just noticed something. He had tried figuring out what it was ever since he met YunHo. He couldn't pinpoint what it was exactly. But now he knew the answer to his own question.
He felt love for YunHo ever since YunHo kissed him. And now he knew why.
He knew why he loved YunHo so much that it hurt too much to even think about.
YunHo had always watched out for JaeJoong.
YunHo was his favorite mannequin.
Silently crying he walked up to the mannequin and took the bouquet and heard a faint thud. Something fell on the floor. JaeJoong picked it up and opened the box. Inside the small box was a locket with YunHo's picture inside and engraved outside was "I love you."
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JaeJoong held on to that memory tightly. He did not know what to do except move on, because if he didn't he knew he would break down. And he didn't want that to happen since YunHo had asked him not to cry.
He walked inside the store and dressed up his mannequin.
"Hyung! You're still dressing up YunHo, eh?" said Junsu as he came through the door.
"Yah, I guess. I just miss him you know. The 'human' him." and JaeJoong held the locket YunHo had given him when he left.
"Oh, hyung. Don't let it beat you down. It's okay. You know he's always here." Junsu said and placed his hand on JaeJoong's chest.
JaeJoong clutched his heart and excused himself. He ran to the storage room and cried. He didn't want to cry but he couldn't stop it. 'I know I shouldn't be crying since I promised YunHo I wouldn't cry. But he's just so unfair! How could he have left me like that?' and he pulled his face to his knees and cried. Junsu found him asleep in the storage room he muttered "Oh, hyung. What am I gonna do with you?" And he carried JaeJoong to the counter and placed him on the chair. JaeJoong soon woke up and saw that he had been moved.
"You're finally awake! Oh thank god." Junsu said when he walked out the bathroom and YooChun next to him. He stared at their locked hands and looked away. He couldn't handle it anymore. He got up and walked home.
'I can't take this anymore. I really miss you YunHo. I really do.' thought JaeJoong as he looked up to the stars and held his locket in one hand. He wished that another star would pass. But sadly he had to wait 5,000 years before it would appear again. He sighed and started walking.
He just kept his head down when he was pushed onto a wall. There were 3 men and they were staring at him as if he was good enough to eat. (in which i so totally agree! ^w^ keep reading!) He panicked and tried squirming out of their grip, but the man was too strong. The guy who was in black seemed to like JaeJoong and said "What a pretty face." as he carresed JaeJoong's delicate cheekbones in his dirty hand, "If you let me touch you, then I might just spare you your life." and he placed his right hand on JaeJoong's member and he started rubbing it with his hand. JaeJoong's lips tightened into a hard line trying not to give in. The man didn't like JaeJoong's behavior so he snapped his fingers and the other man pulled down JaeJoong's pants and his underwear. JaeJoong started crying and wished that he would still live after this. The man smiled and bent down. He started stroking JaeJoong's hardened member and rubbed the top. JaeJoong wanted to scream for help but he knew if he opened his mouth something else would come out. And so he waited for the man to finish but heard a yell of pain.
He opened his eyes and saw that the man was bleeding. He stared wide eyed as a shadow was pumelling the three men and he fell to the ground. He quickly pulled up his underwear and pants and sat there watching as the shadow threw one final punch to the third man. He just kept his eyes on the man and noticed he was holding JaeJoong's locket in his hand. JaeJoong grabbed it and started running.
The shadow grabbed him by the waist and hugged him. JaeJoong was frozen as he remembered all the memories he had with YunHo.
"I love you, BooJae." whispered the shadow into his ear.
JaeJoong couldn't find his voice and in his head he was screaming 'YunHo! I love you too! i really do! I love you!'
He turned around and threw his arms around YunHo's neck and fell onto the ground. He was puzzled why YunHo had suddenly disappeared.
And he woke up on the storage room floor. He blinked his eyes a couple of times and sat up. He stared at the racks of clothes and shoes and got up. He entered the store and saw Junsu asleep beside YooChun. He sighed and went near the couple.
"Yah~ Wake up you two. I'm going to close up now. Go on and start dinner. All right?" said JaeJoong as he woke up the two.
"All right, hyung." replied a sleepy Junsu.
"YooChun? Wake up. We have to make dinner now. Come on, wake up." Junsu said to YooChun as he shook him. YooChun yawned and stared at Junsu. He smiled and got up. Junsu soon followed. When they were out the door, JaeJoong sighed and a tear dropped from his eye.
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JaeJoong unlocked the door to his apartment and found clothes scattered on the floor. 'Tsk, tsk.' he thought to himself and went into the kitchen. 'They haven't even started dinner yet.' so he opened some cupboard, grabbed some ramen ingredients and cooked away.
Junsu came out naked and entered the kitchen. He went to the refrigirator and grabbed a juice box. He stuck the straw inside and sipped the juice. He gasped when he heard a coughing sound. He turned around and saw that JaeJoong's lips were twitching and his face was turning red from resisting to roll on the floor and laugh his heart out. Junsu screamed "HYUNG! WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?!?! DON'T YOU EVER KNOCK?!?! OMG!" and he covered his exposed member with his hands and stared at his hyung.
"First of all, I live here. Second, I have a key. And third, you were supposed to be cooking dinner!" JaeJoong said whenever he could spit out the words while laughing so hard.
Junsu threw the juice into the air and ran to the other room. Halfway through the hallway he bumped into a naked YooChun. His eyes darted up and down at the magnificent sight. He wanted to jump on him and go into the room, but remembered his brother was in the other room. He sighed and said "Go get boxers. My brother is here." And they ran to grab some clothes.
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Dinner was quiet. Junsu didn't look at his brother and was too quiet. YooChun had enough and said "Yah! It's too quiet! What the hell happened?!"
Junsu pulled YooChun down and said "Nothing. So stop." YooChun looked at him with a puzzled expression and continued eating. JaeJoong stood up and cleared his plate. He walked away, "He's so sensitive." muttered JaeJoong under his breath.
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JaeJoong woke up to a boring morning same as always. But something felt different this morning. He rolled over to his side and fell on the floor. He cursed under his breath and went to the bathroom.
Work was the same as always. He would open the store, fix anything he could find and look at his mannequin. One thing was wrong though. His mannequin was missing.. again. 'Whoah. Deja vu man. I better call the police.'
"Yoboseyo? This is Officer ChangMin."
"Yoboseyo? Uhm. I believe I called before about a missing mannequin."
"Yes, I believe you have." said a bored ChangMin.
"Well. It's missing again. Can you please look for it?"
"We will try our best, sir JaeJoong. We will call you when we receive any information."
And he hung up.
JaeJoong sighed and decided to get some coffee. On his way to the coffee shop he recalled the first time YunHo asked him to have coffee with him. 'I miss you, YunHo.' and JaeJoong bumped into someone. Hard. He looked up and said "Uh.. sorry sir, I didn-" and he stared with his jaw hanging and prayed that this was real. He wrapped his arms around his neck and prayed that this wasn't a dream.
"Hello to you too, BooJae." YunHo chuckled. "So, what have you been doing all this time?" he asked as he stroked JaeJoong's hair. He noticed that JaeJoong was crying and he lifted JaeJoong's head and said "Hey. Didn't I say I don't want you to cry?"
"I'm sorry, it's just that I had this dream where I thought you came back. And it wasn't." JaeJoong uttered through sobs.
YunHo just put his chin on JaeJoong's head and whispered "I love you, JaeJoong."
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FINAL!
I can't think of anything anymore! *holds head in place*
Comments! Comments! I love people who leave me COMMENTS!
Ayt. So that's it. Byee~