LOL i wish this took two days to write smh it was such a pain in the ass orz >_>
cries sorry about my late reply to our conversation ;u; and thanks for reading and commenting on this even so! ♥
omg thank you for saying that i was hoping that someone would notice this is like my markson version of lavender notes haha. and that moment was totally taken from lagoon too! :P so happy you liked it and moved by how well you know my fics ;~;
as always, u always make me fcking cry out of happiness with ur comments ;A; thank you so much for always reading, especially since this one was so long and taking the time to leave me such lovely, thoughtful comments my jirongie!! :') ilu ♥
hi...i went through the comment section for fun...and i saw you talk about lavender notes...so i try to find it...but failed...XDD is it still there or not? i will be glad to read them if you decide to reupload the fic...thanks xoxoxoxo
i aM IN PHYSICAL PAIN RIGHT NOW this is just so beautifully written i am so emotional i had to take so many breaks as i was reading this ;w; i love how you described each of them it's literally how i feel about them as well? ;;;; idk everything is just so sandkjsadnadsjn right now i dont think i am emotionally stable this is just wonderful 100% fav ;;;
i aM IN PHYSICAL PAIN TOO FROM YOUR PERFECT COMMENT ;~; dfjkdjgkfdg but yes sorry for the hurt but im very flattered this gave you such intense emotions! :') "beautifully written" sputters incoherently thats the most amazing compliment ever im super happy that you enjoyed it so much you became emotional and had to take breaks!! lol CRIES im really pleased you love my descriptions of both of them bc this is basically how i see them/my feels as a mark (and part-time jackson) stan ;u; "literally how i feel about them as well" omfg im thrilled that we have the same headcanon for markson!!! ;;; ME TOO your comment makes me sandkjsadnadsjn and emotionally unstable as well huhuhu im ridiculously glad that this impacted you so much!! ;A; "wonderful" is the most enormous praise tbh *-* sobs this fic is very very honoured to be your fave, thank you so much for taking the time to read this rather long fic and the additional effort to leave me such a lovely, fantastic and thoughtful comment!!! :D it means a lot and really made my day ♥
i feel bad because i feel that i should have left a really long comment but im really horrible at that and i would tell you all my favorite quotes but... you already fav-ed them HAHAH ;w; thank you for taking the time to read and reply my comment ;; all of your fics are my favorite tbh ;; (im still pressed i missed out on your childhood-to-lovers markson fic)
omg you replied so fast! ;w; i feel bad bc i didnt reply you right away when you commented altho i read your comment earlier haha ^^;; oh gosh please don't feel bad like i said your comment is absolutely flawless and made me incredibly happy and i wouldn't have it any other way! ;__; i know exactly what you mean im horrible at leaving long comments too hehe. when i read "you already fav-ed them" i went to check out your profile and omg idek it was you!!! ;A; hi :") pls you already spazzed about this fic more than anybody else tbh ilu ;;; /hugs. thank YOU!!! :) "all of your fics are my favorite" dkjfgdkjgkf SOBS you're so biased ♥ huhuhu im sorry you missed out on the childhood friends to lovers one! :( its really nothing special but im flattered you want to read it and will try my best to reupload it soon~ ^^ thank you so much if you read any of my other fics too ♥ all your icons are so qt :3
i'M WEEPING why do you always do this to me;; quite honestly i'm not a fan of second person bUT I AM A FAN OF YOU AND I LOVE THIS IT WAS STILL SO WELL DONE???? like where do i even... begin with this.... there's so many lines i like.... how do you do it. u__u (also markson!! my #1 weakness!!) do excuse all my sporadic yelling and obnoxious amounts of ???'s and !!!'s i can't write a comment composedly or judiciously for my life bc no self-control;;
the floodlights splash over him like sunlight, illuminating his eyes rimmed by eyeliner, making him look immortal. I LOVED THIS BIT bc this just makes mark seemingly even more godly and unworldly and this just adds more fuel to the flame bc jackson's love and adoration and i just??
every time he defies gravity, you think of the price he will have to pay in future in the form of injuries that flare up at the slightest provocation and aches that recur when it rains. because humans aren't made to fly. not even those who look like angels. aND ONCE AGAIN this line is making me feel things;; and
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he holds up your hands together, admiring the homemade ring. "don't take it off," he whispers, and you laugh and weave your fingers together. "never." s CREA MS if this isn't the cutest moment in the entire fic then idk what is. ; u ;
his eyes soften, a teasing note in his voice as he replies simply, "your smile." you gape at him. "is that all?" his own smile silences you. "it's everything." i need a corner to huddle and weep in i can't handle this;;
it makes a little more sense - just a little - why such an infinitesimal action sends your heart crumbling and your insides quaking. why kissing him feels like an apocalypse, like creating a whole new world. THINGS LIKE THIS LINE!!! all the emotion it makes me so sad i need to sit down and reevaluate my life;;
"you're mark, my mark-hyung. the person i love most in this world." /trips and falls over crying
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i cANT BELIEVE YOU READ MY FICS AGAIN AND LEFT ME TWO LENGTHY COMMENTS OMFG im fangirling so hard how do i even start to reply this coherently?!??! i don't think you understand what an angelic human being you are and how happy you make me!!!!! T____T im just like "hey i just met you and this is crazy but I LUV U" you really didn't have to take the time and effort to leave me such a long, amazing comment especially after you'd already dedicated so much time to reading this rather long fic!!! it would honestly be more than enough for me just to know you'd read and liked it :') but i can't say that it doesn't feel good to receive such an analytical, in depth and constructive comment, in fact it completely made my day!! :D i just feel bad for taking up your precious time jfc this must've taken you HOURS to type ;___; why are you so nice to me??!?!? i don't deserve this im unwORTHY
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LMFAO EMO STAP BEING ADORABLE OMG /pinches ur cheek ;;; WELL IM GLAD THIS FIC WAS USEFUL IN.... HELPING YOU SLEEP EARLY?? HAHHAA GOING TO BED EARLY IS GOOD I FEEL LIKE A GOOD INFLUENCE :D
LOL BITTER IM SO BITTER TOO THAT MARKSON ARE STRAIGHT /salty u__u jk lol i need to stop typing in caps im sorry. im so pleased you noticed the parallels in both parts!! :))
ROFL IDK WHATS FLAMING KERMIT MEME i actually went to google it but no results xD;;;
*GIVES YOU CPR*
CRIES THANK YOU FOR NOTICING AND QUOTING THE DIMSUM LINE, IT AND THE MANDU LINE ARE ACTUALLY MY FAVOURITES :333 HIGH FIVE ITS MY FAVE ASPECT OF MARKSON TOO T.T THEIR INSTAGRAMS.... MY DIMSUM LOL AND MY MANDU LOL *UGLY SOBBING* AS WELL AS THE WALL BEAR HUGS OF COURSE
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ive noticed a pattern in our conversations, when u seemingly disappear, a new fic is put up two days later.
shouldve known.
gdi! this reminded me of lavender notes so much, the what do u like about me moment similar to lagoon, which was my fave part tbh.
as always, u always make me fcking cry out of happiness with ur fics.
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cries sorry about my late reply to our conversation ;u; and thanks for reading and commenting on this even so! ♥
omg thank you for saying that i was hoping that someone would notice this is like my markson version of lavender notes haha. and that moment was totally taken from lagoon too! :P so happy you liked it and moved by how well you know my fics ;~;
as always, u always make me fcking cry out of happiness with ur comments ;A; thank you so much for always reading, especially since this one was so long and taking the time to leave me such lovely, thoughtful comments my jirongie!! :') ilu ♥
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lavender notes is reposted in gotchickoldfics community!
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this is just so beautifully written i am so emotional i had to take so many breaks as i was reading this ;w;
i love how you described each of them it's literally how i feel about them as well? ;;;;
idk everything is just so sandkjsadnadsjn right now i dont think i am emotionally stable this is just wonderful
100% fav ;;;
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"beautifully written" sputters incoherently thats the most amazing compliment ever im super happy that you enjoyed it so much you became emotional and had to take breaks!! lol
CRIES im really pleased you love my descriptions of both of them bc this is basically how i see them/my feels as a mark (and part-time jackson) stan ;u; "literally how i feel about them as well" omfg im thrilled that we have the same headcanon for markson!!! ;;;
ME TOO your comment makes me sandkjsadnadsjn and emotionally unstable as well huhuhu im ridiculously glad that this impacted you so much!! ;A; "wonderful" is the most enormous praise tbh *-* sobs this fic is very very honoured to be your fave, thank you so much for taking the time to read this rather long fic and the additional effort to leave me such a lovely, fantastic and thoughtful comment!!! :D it means a lot and really made my day ♥
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the floodlights splash over him like sunlight, illuminating his eyes rimmed by eyeliner, making him look immortal. I LOVED THIS BIT bc this just makes mark seemingly even more godly and unworldly and this just adds more fuel to the flame bc jackson's love and adoration and i just??
every time he defies gravity, you think of the price he will have to pay in future in the form of injuries that flare up at the slightest provocation and aches that recur when it rains. because humans aren't made to fly. not even those who look like angels. aND ONCE AGAIN this line is making me feel things;; and ( ... )
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his eyes soften, a teasing note in his voice as he replies simply, "your smile." you gape at him. "is that all?" his own smile silences you. "it's everything." i need a corner to huddle and weep in i can't handle this;;
it makes a little more sense - just a little - why such an infinitesimal action sends your heart crumbling and your insides quaking. why kissing him feels like an apocalypse, like creating a whole new world. THINGS LIKE THIS LINE!!! all the emotion it makes me so sad i need to sit down and reevaluate my life;;
"you're mark, my mark-hyung. the person i love most in this world." /trips and falls over crying ( ... )
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LOL BITTER IM SO BITTER TOO THAT MARKSON ARE STRAIGHT /salty u__u jk lol i need to stop typing in caps im sorry. im so pleased you noticed the parallels in both parts!! :))
ROFL IDK WHATS FLAMING KERMIT MEME i actually went to google it but no results xD;;;
*GIVES YOU CPR*
CRIES THANK YOU FOR NOTICING AND QUOTING THE DIMSUM LINE, IT AND THE MANDU LINE ARE ACTUALLY MY FAVOURITES :333 HIGH FIVE ITS MY FAVE ASPECT OF MARKSON TOO T.T THEIR INSTAGRAMS.... MY DIMSUM LOL AND MY MANDU LOL *UGLY SOBBING* AS WELL AS THE WALL BEAR HUGS OF COURSE ( ... )
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