I worked with an autistic kid this summer who, whenever he'd have a blowup and get frustrated would take a while to cool down, and then would say, "he's not mad, sad, or scared, no"... I related a lot with this kid, actually, just the way he frenetically flipped from love to hate and back, and always dictated it ( Read more... )

Small (Hard) Pretzels - went alright ( Read more... )

I've been feeling a little better lately, mood-wise, but for the most part I'm still feeling not-very-grounded and more or less completely lost in a kind of "everyone/thing has suddenly abandoned me and I'm not ready for this on my own" way. But I didn't suddenly die, the world around me has not spontaneously combusted or anything... hell, I haven' ( Read more... )

I'm going to (try to) compile a list of things to do that make me happy. If you see me around, ask me about it. Prod me about it. Anything will help.

Air came out of urethra. It sucked.

Things are going a little better... things almost seem to be clicking into place, sort of, temporarily...

Aside from a pang of feeling entirely alone here and there, I'm mostly recovered from my "ended" relationships (although neither are ended in the true sense, I've lost no one). Likewise, aside from scattered but usually brief bouts of ( Read more... )

Got my bike in working order, that night was on a long ride and the chain broke ( Read more... )

So, all my bike stuff came today ( Read more... )

I can't. Think. Any more.

Unfortunately, I have to read 2 books and write 2 papers this weekend. =D! The best part? I'm ahead on my school work.

Last night I had a sex dream about a teacher I have. He's the only teacher I have right now who really intimidates me too much and his class is the one which I struggle the most with, currently. Also, he's gay. I find a lot of his mannerisms really adorable but there are also parts of his personality that are a little repulsive to me at times. It ( Read more... )