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Big Fish
So, my grandfather is dying. He got throat cancer a few years ago and got all chopped up and fixed-up and drugged-up and was making a slow, steady recovery until this August when he was diagnosed with lung cancer. The doctors said that he had somewhere between 3 months and 3 years, depending upon how well he responded to Chemo. Apparently, not so ( Read more... ) -
"One Thing I've Got To Do Is Ramble On..."
I habitually but headphones on the moment I start using the internet. I usually do have music playing, but even if I don't, I just listen to the speaker static. It's mind-numbing and nice ( Read more... ) -
Are You Smarter Than A Candle-Holder?
"Just let me tell you 'bout this fuckin' day I'm having ( Read more... ) -
Borderline Personality Disorder?
"DSM-IV-TR criteria
The latest version of the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders (DSM-IV-TR), the widely-used American Psychiatric Association guide for clinicians seeking to diagnose mental illness, defines Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) as: "a pervasive pattern of instability of interpersonal relationships, self-image ( Read more... ) -
Snowwy Mountain Day...
Clarity is nice, when it comes. I'm a pretty fucked-up kid. -
I shook my head, this is getting ridiculous.
So... it could be the (whopping) one beer I drank tonight, could be the 8 day workweek, could be that I'm just tired and emotional and lonely and rash. Could be a little of everything... but I totally just impulse-bought a CD based on one song that I really like. Right now. As I'm drunk. But it comes with a picture book! So how could I not? The ( Read more... ) -
SICK!
So... today is December 8th, meaning that loooooooooots of places (like this place called "Japan") celebrate the Buddha's Enlightenment today. Or near today. Buuuuuuuuut seeing as the Buddha that they're talking about was Shakyamuni Buddha and seeing as how we can't actually pinpoint when he existed, but it was probably about 2600 years ago, I tend ( Read more... ) -
Dark and grey, no sign of the sun.
There's this nice line where Emo and Jam Band meet each other, and I love it. And I don't care ( Read more... )
