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i find it oddness. I dont know why it fucking matter for me to call anyone and tell them anything. they told me to call them and tell them. and eveyone is like oh we forget hes yours now. and we dont care if you are ok,.
they all yell at me and scream at me for shit and say taht i do not learn. and basicaly say that i am a fucked up person. but at least i dont go oh like your son just fell off of a roof why dont you go call someone, and me and your brother will go to the ER with him. and then you can stay at home cause they will only let one of us other than your brother go. so ill go and stay here. oh and call lisa and tell her. let us give you the shitty part.
and the lisa part is about the same. its all oh your brothers son fell off of a roof? is your brother ok? is gabe ok? is tone ok. and i am sure that later it will be well i asked you a like 10 min before you told me if you where ok, like one time. but yes she did aske me if i was ok once efore it all happened. then she asked about gabe then my brother like 3 more times. then about gabe. oh fuck we dont care if its your son. we just want to be thoughtless bastards. oh did u know taht i got IMed and called lorrie!!!!
WHY ARE U YELLING AT ME FOR IT? hmm i dont know caue im going fucking insain. i dont know why i do anything do i care why i do anything. does it really fucking matter why i do anything. oh you post makes no sencec. DO I GIVE A FUCK?!?! waht part of this post said i give a fuck waht anyone else thinks? what part of this post says i give a fuck if you dont like my post? what part of my post says you have to read it?
yes anyway no i am not ok. does anyone care?
ok good. didnt think so. my son is just sick and might die cause he fell off a roof. but its ok. i got to call the other person that will be taking him ffrom me just like she did my brother. and i get to tell her that my son, that is really going to be ehrs and my brothers, is hurt. and then i get to hear her ask fifty times if eveyone is ok. by name. and not once hear are you ok? yes yes i am fine. i am splindid. i am sure that if i he dies to night the rest of the world will be fine as well. and i am sure that i will get asked 90 times if my brother is ok.
and my brother is like ill talk to you when i get home. oh that helps me alot. like i dont really care. like it does not matter to me. just come home later and let me know. not like i dont worry about MY OWN GOD DAMN CHILD THAT I AM NOT ALLOWED TO HOLE.
NOT LIKE I AM OK WITH NOT BEING ABLE TO BE ME> I AM FINE I AM SPLINDID. THANKS FOR ASKING. NOONE ELSE DID. SO I WILL ASK MYSELF. YES YES YES I AM FINE. I AM FINE WITH THE FACT THAT I GAVE UP SOMEONE THAT I LOVE MORE THAN ANYTHING JUST SO THAT THEY COULD TAKE MY BROTHER AWAY. I AM FINE WITH THE FACT THAT I CAN NEVER HOLD MY CHILD AND TELL HIM I LOVE HIM . I AM FINE WITH THE FACT I HAVE TO BE A GIRL. I AM FINE WITH THE FACT THAT MY BF IS MAD AT ME. I AM FINE WITH THE FACT THAT MY BROTHER HAS TOLD ME MANY TIMES THAT HE HATES ME. I AM FINE THAT HE MAKES GABE HATE ME. I AM FINE THAT I ALMOST LOST TONE. I AM FINE THAT I GAVE UP LISA TO MY BROTHER. I AM FINE TAHT I LOST MY BROTHER. I AM FINE TAHT STEVEN DOES STUPID SHT TO ME AND FINE THAT I CRY ALL NGITH. I AM FINE WITH MY LIFE. I AM FINE WITH THE FACT THAT EVIL IS SICK AS WELL. AND I AM FINE THAT I AM ALONE ALL OF THE TIME AND THAT I DRAIN PEOPLE AND NOONE CAN BE AROUND ME OR SPEND TIME WITH ME. AND I AM FINE WITH THE FACT AHTA TI GAVE MY BROTHER MY LISA. AND THAT MY LISA TURNED THE BROTHER AGANST ME. AND I AM FINE WITH THE FACT THAT SUCIDAL SEEMS KIND OF NICEC NOW.
ok sorry. thank you i am done now. cause i am not allowed to exspress my feeling to other people. they seem to not like it when i do that. and lexture me wheni do tell them how i feel. and they scream at me a nd tell me how wrong i am. i dont wnat yiou gtod damn lectures and excuses i just wnat you to listen. not scream at me. and then bitch aout how they didnt get sleep or food caue of it. but this way they do not have to worry about it. none of them read this anyway. eh. anyway i am going to my room now. i will buzz the lisa.
so that she can read this this
broke the neck, they belive but they are not sure as to what vcan be done till they get teh x rays back.
they all yell at me and scream at me for shit and say taht i do not learn. and basicaly say that i am a fucked up person. but at least i dont go oh like your son just fell off of a roof why dont you go call someone, and me and your brother will go to the ER with him. and then you can stay at home cause they will only let one of us other than your brother go. so ill go and stay here. oh and call lisa and tell her. let us give you the shitty part.
and the lisa part is about the same. its all oh your brothers son fell off of a roof? is your brother ok? is gabe ok? is tone ok. and i am sure that later it will be well i asked you a like 10 min before you told me if you where ok, like one time. but yes she did aske me if i was ok once efore it all happened. then she asked about gabe then my brother like 3 more times. then about gabe. oh fuck we dont care if its your son. we just want to be thoughtless bastards. oh did u know taht i got IMed and called lorrie!!!!
WHY ARE U YELLING AT ME FOR IT? hmm i dont know caue im going fucking insain. i dont know why i do anything do i care why i do anything. does it really fucking matter why i do anything. oh you post makes no sencec. DO I GIVE A FUCK?!?! waht part of this post said i give a fuck waht anyone else thinks? what part of this post says i give a fuck if you dont like my post? what part of my post says you have to read it?
yes anyway no i am not ok. does anyone care?
ok good. didnt think so. my son is just sick and might die cause he fell off a roof. but its ok. i got to call the other person that will be taking him ffrom me just like she did my brother. and i get to tell her that my son, that is really going to be ehrs and my brothers, is hurt. and then i get to hear her ask fifty times if eveyone is ok. by name. and not once hear are you ok? yes yes i am fine. i am splindid. i am sure that if i he dies to night the rest of the world will be fine as well. and i am sure that i will get asked 90 times if my brother is ok.
and my brother is like ill talk to you when i get home. oh that helps me alot. like i dont really care. like it does not matter to me. just come home later and let me know. not like i dont worry about MY OWN GOD DAMN CHILD THAT I AM NOT ALLOWED TO HOLE.
NOT LIKE I AM OK WITH NOT BEING ABLE TO BE ME> I AM FINE I AM SPLINDID. THANKS FOR ASKING. NOONE ELSE DID. SO I WILL ASK MYSELF. YES YES YES I AM FINE. I AM FINE WITH THE FACT THAT I GAVE UP SOMEONE THAT I LOVE MORE THAN ANYTHING JUST SO THAT THEY COULD TAKE MY BROTHER AWAY. I AM FINE WITH THE FACT THAT I CAN NEVER HOLD MY CHILD AND TELL HIM I LOVE HIM . I AM FINE WITH THE FACT I HAVE TO BE A GIRL. I AM FINE WITH THE FACT THAT MY BF IS MAD AT ME. I AM FINE WITH THE FACT THAT MY BROTHER HAS TOLD ME MANY TIMES THAT HE HATES ME. I AM FINE THAT HE MAKES GABE HATE ME. I AM FINE THAT I ALMOST LOST TONE. I AM FINE THAT I GAVE UP LISA TO MY BROTHER. I AM FINE TAHT I LOST MY BROTHER. I AM FINE TAHT STEVEN DOES STUPID SHT TO ME AND FINE THAT I CRY ALL NGITH. I AM FINE WITH MY LIFE. I AM FINE WITH THE FACT THAT EVIL IS SICK AS WELL. AND I AM FINE THAT I AM ALONE ALL OF THE TIME AND THAT I DRAIN PEOPLE AND NOONE CAN BE AROUND ME OR SPEND TIME WITH ME. AND I AM FINE WITH THE FACT AHTA TI GAVE MY BROTHER MY LISA. AND THAT MY LISA TURNED THE BROTHER AGANST ME. AND I AM FINE WITH THE FACT THAT SUCIDAL SEEMS KIND OF NICEC NOW.
ok sorry. thank you i am done now. cause i am not allowed to exspress my feeling to other people. they seem to not like it when i do that. and lexture me wheni do tell them how i feel. and they scream at me a nd tell me how wrong i am. i dont wnat yiou gtod damn lectures and excuses i just wnat you to listen. not scream at me. and then bitch aout how they didnt get sleep or food caue of it. but this way they do not have to worry about it. none of them read this anyway. eh. anyway i am going to my room now. i will buzz the lisa.
so that she can read this this
broke the neck, they belive but they are not sure as to what vcan be done till they get teh x rays back.