There may be a spark or even a glow of light around me when I talk to Shell. I think I am falling a little to hard and the rejection may be like salt in a wound. She is really something new and very loveable. I know if and when she reads this she will get the same feeling I get when I talk to her. This is my first entry so this one may be a little ( Read more... )

Ever had a dream you didn't want to come true and then a day after it does ( Read more... )

What if you dont sleep? The simple answer is that you die. To stay awake long enough to cause damage to yourself is extraordinarily difficult, and you just cant do it without help.

I have often thought about this. I think being that I like challanges I should go for the world record, which is about 200 hours. Or if you make it days it's only about ( Read more... )

It's so hard to type when you have your nails done. Well depending on the length you get. My nails are about and inch long from the tip of my finger. They cost me 40 dollars... Oh well it's not like there cheap. I would have rather spent 45 on acrylic fangs though, but my mom doesn’t want me to get them till I get my braces. The fangs I want you ( Read more... )

I'm at my usual website feeding and taking care of my pets. I need about 10 more people to sign up so I can get a paintbrush... Basically change the color of my pet I have. If anyone is reading this please sign up... It’s a great site with a lot of stuff to do. Chat, clubs, games, fake money to spend and such, and there’s no downloading required ( Read more... )

My dad and I went everywhere in the last two days looking for one lousy DVD. It seemed everywhere we went it was sold out or the store we went to didn’t sell it. My dad wanted me to just buy it online, but what’s the fun in doing that? Anyway after going to Canton we still couldn’t find it anywhere. I stayed calm on the ride back. I really want ( Read more... )

Jimmy owes me ten dollars still, so I told him about it online. I didn’t mean to make him mad in the first place. He thinks I did this on purpose, when I didn’t do anything. He asked if we could still be friends. I said no! This was the second time he asked me. He wants someone to boss around, and just be there if things go wrong. The last day I ( Read more... )

Jimmy apologized for being the narrow minded person he is. Well I have news for him he owes me 10 dollars and that’s all I want from him. I don’t want his friendship when he makes me feel I’m lower than 6 ft under. He’s the kind of guy that if you were lying in bed about to die and you used your last bit of strength and energy to call and tell him ( Read more... )

If you live with your parents, that could be the worst thing ever... But living with your grandparents and your mom... Well you want to die. My mom after she had me at the age of 17 she left and went to Fl. Back when I was 8 or 9 she returned, but then left to go to Fl. What’s so great about Fl? Okay now she’s back. And she wants to join the ( Read more... )

Misunderstandings suck and I'm in the middle of it. Could I of possible hurt another’s life? My friend Jimmy for about a 1 year or so now is my enemy. He thinks I told the girl he likes that he uses his friends to "get stuff". When it wasn't like that. I was talking to Josh in my health class about how Jimmy never went out with me, but every other ( Read more... )