I'm Sorry

[goth_ringmaster]

((OOC: In this journal entry, the posts should be screened, but they won't really for our amusement))

The one I'm talking to will know who I'm talking to.

I want to protect you, and if the only way I can do that is by staying away from you, I will.

I'm so sorry.

And I screened this entry if you want to reply.

Comments

[whoulove]

I...I just don't know if I can deal with it.

You sounded like HIM.

[goth_ringmaster]

I'm sorry.
I think I might just be going insane..he WAS the one who killed me after all.
I've been having too many nightmares about him, they're bleeding into my real life.

[whoulove]

No.

No more nightmares. No more of him. I can't take it. Get your head on straight.

And if I find out you're protecting me from what I think you're protecting me from, you'll want to stay far, far away from me.

[goth_ringmaster]

I'm not exactly sure if we're both thinking the same about what I'm trying to protect you from...
But I AM staying away from you..atleast until the nightmares stop. And the hallucinations. And mutterings in my head.
I just want them to go away.

[unlucky_x13x]

You haven't told anyone, have you?

After that mess in the resteraunt, you're lucky I don't hunt you down and fuck you up.

[goth_ringmaster]

No, I didn't tell anyone Johnny.
But I am thinking about coming over and seeing if you really CAN kick my ass.
Thing is, I'd probably LET you at this point, so I won't come over right now.

[unlucky_x13x]

What was this post supposed to be about?

And considering what else you've let me do to your ass, it's not shocking you'd let me kick it.

[goth_ringmaster]

You wouldn't understand what this thread is really about, you weren't there.

And to tell you the truth, if I didn't feel so guilty about it, I'd probably let you do that again. It was pretty interesting after all.

Although, I plan on YOUR ass being the one that hurts after I come over to kick the living shit out of it.