I just got off the phone with Barrett and he just kept saying that he had to go and that I would be better off without him and just crazy shit like that ( Read more... )

I don't understand my own tears anymore. I'm lost in a cloud. That cloud has a name and you should know it by now. I hate going to funerals and I was just informed that the day that I go back to school, there will be another one. Another OD. Another dead friend. I've already asked my mother told her everything about the situation and how I'd get ( Read more... )

I didn't sleep Thursday night. I spent the night on the phone with Barrett and James waiting for Cortney to call me back, but then not only could I not sleep but I was in such a weird mood that I was getting all emo and about to ball my eyes out. I was sick too so I didn't go to school, I went to Barrett's house. I got there at about 9am and he was ( Read more... )

So the whole happy thing is good. But OF COURSE happieness for me is a temp. thing. My 3 months with Barrett, (the love,) happened to coinside with on year after Glauko killed himself and that kinda sucks. When I came home from Revere after chilling with Barrett and Chris all day I cam home and called Glauko's mother Anita. I talked to her a lot, ( Read more... )

Sex, drugs, and rock and roll, speed, weed and birth control. Life's a bitch and then you die, so fuck the world and lets get high!
~Kate

I can't tell when I'm happy anymore. The only time I know is when I'm with Barrett, but thats just because of the fact that when I'm with him 90% of the time I can't wipe a smile off my face. I love this kid sooo much and I don't think I would be alive right now if I didn't meet him that day almost 3 months ago. Where would any of us be if not for ( Read more... )

drowninglife 43 weeks ago

But you'd be leaving us all behind.. We'd miss you too much to just let you go.. None of us would be able to forget you.. Even if we tried.. You mean too much to me, Katie. I don't want anything to happen to you. I love you..

- Garrett

Its been about a year since I've posted on this LiveJournal. Hell I haven't even been on for like 4 months. I kinda really miss it. I'm having another fucking emo moment. I've realised while reading the past entries that I have a lot of those. I guess that secretly I'm just an emo kid ( Read more... )

Left wondering why.
But truely I know
I never got that second chance.

Its all over now, no one really has to know.
Sleep off the feelings
If only I could.

Broken
But did I ever love you?

I guess I'll never know, All I need is that I needed you, wanted that.
Nothing will be the same will it?

Trying
Crying

~Katie

I had a "party" Saturday and Bridget, Ashley, and Christina came over. It was a lot of fun, then I went to Kristen's house. I love Kristen she is so awesome ( Read more... )